(Vivian's Pov) *A Few Days Later*
It's been a few days now...well at least I think, I can't remember or I think I lost count, I'm not too sure but it feels like I've been here forever. I can't tell you how long I've been strapped to this table being tortured and experimented on...
My head hurts and is fuzzy, my heart pounding against my ribcage feeling like it's breaking my bones, my muscles and other bones just aching in pain...passing out from the pain and malnutrition...I don't know how much longer I can last,
But I swear I'm trying to stay strong because I know my brother and Warren will find me...I know they will...I just know it...I have to hang on...I just have to but...I'm not sure how much longer I can take...I feel like I'm slowly dying...I can feel it...I can't die yet...not like this...I just can't...
I'm also trying so hard not to breakdown and cry...I have to be strong...I just have to because if I stay strong, I know they can't break me and I know I'm stronger than them...I've trained for this...I will be stronger than what they put me through...if they see any emotion, they win and I'm not going to let them win...but please...hurry...
I can't remember what all Stryker or what his co-workers have done to me, but it hurts...it really hurts and I'm so tired but I know if I sleep now, he gets the advantage to hurt me more while I'm out so I have to stay awake...I just have to...I can't let him win. I just can't...I have to prove to myself and the others that I can beat him...I have before in my flashbacks so who's to say I can't now...I just have to focus...I just have to figure out how to get out of here.
I took few deep painful breaths and sighed as I looked around seeing Stryker was talking with a few of his co-workers and going over shit to hurt me more with. I blinked my blurry eyes a few time and looked down to see what kind of situation I'm in.
I was on a cold metal table strapped with these hard leather and chained straps around both my wrists, ankles and around my waist just so I was securely strapped in and couldn't escape. I tried withdrawing my claws but I was too weak and something inside of me was preventing me from doing so. I growled angrily and struggled against the restraints not caring about hurting myself...I NEED OUT!
I heard Stryker laugh as him and his co-workers walked over to me "Having some trouble?" He teased, I growled "What did you do to me you sonofabitch!" I shouted, he laughed "A special Horse tranquilizer plus a muscle blocker helps you not only relax but block you from using those claws of yours" He stated, I breathed heavily and snarled at him which made him smirk "are you ready for the next stage?" He asked,
I growled "The only next stage they'll be is me tearing you apart" I said angrily feeling the anger just coursing through my veins. His eyes widen as he chuckled a bit "Well let's see you try then doggy" He teased which made me just scream and pull and wither against the restraints not caring about the burning sensations I felt.
Stryker just laughed "It is time" He said as his co-workers walked up me which me scream and try and bite at them but one of them held my head down so I couldn't move. The doctor stuck a needle in my neck which made me try so hard to get away but I couldn't...I was useless...
I felt this thick liquid enter my bloodstream which made me begin to hyperventilate...please no...please. I can't, I don't want to stay in wolf form, I don't want to lose control or follow his orders...I can't...please don't make me...I whimpered and whined as I felt myself blacking out. I tried so hard to stay awake but it was useless...I was losing...this is it...
(3rd Person View)
As soon as the others found the location where Vivian was located, they still had no idea where she was exactly...but Logan however knew, he had a gut feeling he knew exactly where she was and that place was none other than Alkali Lake.
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