(Vivian's Pov)
I fluttered my eyes open to the sun shining through my bedroom window, I sighed and groaned as I turned the other way just wanting to go back to sleep, but knowing me, that'll never happen. I blinked a few times and sighed and looked around seeing I was in my bedroom meaning James must've took me back to my room after yesterday sleeping on him...
I sighed and looked at the time seeing it was only 9am which made me groan and roll my eyes as I pulled the covers up to my face and snuggled against them for warmth since the heat here doesn't really work and it's almost wintertime...so that's gonna fucking fun to deal with...I mean not like it'll matter once I turn into a wolf but god knows when that'll happen huh?
I sighed and blinked a few times and looked outside my window just admiring the lovely green forest beyond miles. I sighed as I sat up and rubbed my face tiredly. I hopped out of bed stretching and yawning and walked over to my window.
I opened it up letting in the fresh, cool air. I smiled softly and took a deep breath of that cool air. I couldn't help but sigh as I looked down at my small white hands that I know will soon turn into paws of white...we need answers and we need them now but how? How are we supposed to find answers? What if we can't find answers?
I frowned and shook my head as I headed out of my room and to the kitchen seeing Logan making breakfast as always. He looked at me and smiled which made me do the same. I grabbed myself a mug and poured myself a cup of coffee ''Mornin' sunshine sleep well?" Logan asked, I just smiled and nodded as I sat down at the kitchen table and drank my coffee.
It was quiet for a few minutes, "So what's the plan Logan?" I asked, he sighed and stayed quiet for a moment while finishing making breakfast which were just eggs and bacon which I had no problem with, Logan was actually a pretty good cook...I mean he kinda needed to be in order to take care of me but I can't thank him enough, plus his food is really good.
When Logan finished breakfast, he serves us both plates and sat next to me at the kitchen table, "well the plan is to head off to New York" he said, I titled my head a bit with confusion "New York? Why there?" I asked, "There's a man there that'll be able to help us. His name is Charles Xavier. He runs this school for mutants. There him and some others will be able to help" Logan said,
I just nodded ''How far is it?" I asked sipping my coffee, ''Well he's in New York and we're in Ohio, I say a few days if we travel by transportation'' Logan said, I just sighed "But what if I transform during those times? I really wouldn't risk it James" I said, Logan sighed and nodded "alright, then we'll walk. It'll take longer but it's safer" He said,
I just nodded ''When are we leaving?" I asked, ''Tomorrow morning so I would pack your stuff up later'' Logan said, I just nodded and continued to eat breakfast. I couldn't help but think about this school for Mutants. It sounds cool from what Logan says and he says its safe...but even if the place is safe, doesn't mean it really is...it's cause I'm not safe...I'm never safe anywhere...I don't belong or fit in anywhere...
It got me thinking a school full of mutants, meaning little kids, teachers and other people...Oh god when I turn into a wolf, I get lost and act like a wolf too...I don't want to hurt anyone again...I would never forgive myself if something bad ever happened to anyone...
When I first turned into this white wolf, I lashed out at Logan as a first animal instinct but thank god for our healing abilities or we'd both would probably be dead. But what if I get called a freak? Or if I don't belong? It was giving me a headache thinking about the stupid things about the school for mutants.
I was snapped back into reality by Logan waving his hand in front of my face, I blinked a few times and let out a shaky sigh ''Viv you with me?" He asked with a concern ''What? oh uh yea, yea I'm with ya'' I said shaking my head a bit ''What's wrong you seemed to have spaced out?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows in confusion,
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