Why? (Editing)

Poor Bent

(Pic of Josh on the side -----------> )

I woke up when I heard Bentley crying. I opened my eyes and seen Bentley is no longer in my arms. I got up and looked around it was only me and Luke still in the room sleeping. Luke is just so cute espaciialy when he is sleeping his blonde hair all over his face. It took all my urge to put my hands threw his hair. He looks so peaceful and hot. I got out of Luke hold and put my black Ugg moccassins on. I went and walked toward Bentley crys. It lead to downstairs, going down very silently trying not to wake Luke.

I looked and saw Bentley laying on his back. Josh trying to feed him but Bentley moved his face each time. I walked down the stairs and picked up Bentley. His forhead was burning up. I quickly got up and gave him to Josh. I ran up the stairs and opened my door. Luke flew up the bed and looked at me worriedly and confussed. I dug thew my back throwing everything on the floor.

"Danielle?" Luke said. I was getting fustarted cause I cant find the thermometer. Luke grabbed me and hugged me tight. He started wiping the tears I didnt know escaped. I dont know what to do. This is the first time Bentley got sick. His doctor that I trust is in a different state. About 30,000 miles away. "Whats wrong Dani?" Luke questioned me.

"Bentley" I stoped trying to stop my tears. "Bentley he is burninig up. I cant find the thermometer. I dont know what to do it his first time getting sick." I told him.

Luke turned around and pulled the thermometer out in like seconds. He walked down the steps holding my small hand in his large one. He picked Bentley up and hugged him tight.

"Uhh How are we suppose to do this. I really dont want to put this up his you know where."  Luke said. I laughed and shook my head. I grabbed the thermometer out of his hand and put it under his underarm. We watched as the temperature got higher and higher. Im getting scared what if he gets really sick and I cant help him. Its probaly the change of weather since Pennsylvannia its a little colder than Cali.

"Im going to call Sarah, She just left." Josh says. He stood up and walked out the door. The thermometer went off I looked down at the temperature. It is 100.1 thats too high for a baby. I ran upstairs to get his diaper bag and car seat.

"What are you doing?" Luke asked. I didnt answer him I just grabbed Bentley and placed him in buckling him up fast. I grabbed Bent and walked with him toward the car. He was screaming not crying he just wouldn't stop. I feel bad for him was he feeling like this since yesterday I wish I known then I could atleast helped him. I struggled with the seat belt. Luke came and grabbed me trying to get my attetion.

"Danielle, Danielle looks at me I know you are scared so am I but listen he will be okay I will drive." He said. I got out and sat in the back seat with Bent trying to feed him. He still refussed Luke started to back out the drive way when we heard yelling. Luke stoped the car I looked to see Josh running like a mad man.

"You dumbasses almost leaving me. Here Sarah said to put this damp rag on his head to try and bring down the fever till we get to the hospital." He says getting in the car.

We were all in the waiting room. The doctors wouldnt let us go in with Bentley. I have no Idea why he is 8 months he is probaly scared. I paced back and forth just wanting my baby. What could be wrong with him. I hope he is okay. I miss him so much. My dad even came to the hospital when Sarah called and told him. You can see the worry in his face as he sits and waits for the doctor to say my name. Jai and Mason are just sitting quietly stairing at me. My mom went to go get coffee. Josh is sleeping on the floor next to Abby in front of Sarah and Wilbert feet. The floor has so much stuff on it who knows who threw up thier were they are laying.