Why? (Editing)

Dead Man

(A/N SORRY i havent uploaded Ive been busy but got a long chapter right here any way fun fact to the side.)

ONE WEEK.

Thats how long its been since I left this damn bedroom. Im still sick nothing is working one week stuck with the Flu and now Strep Throat is killing me. I haven't seen my baby boy ether only person I seen was mom and Luke who just stops in for 2 mintues to make sure Im okay. Then to check tempertatre and food/water. I just want to leave but I cant I feel like when I get up I will colapse. Its getting really boring sitting in the room all day just watching tv or sleeping. What I want to know is who gets sick during summer why me. You dont know how much is it sucks to have the flu and strep during the summer. It sucks to here your sun laughing,running around and knocking on the door knowing you cant open it. Why do I have to be contagious. When im done being sick I am running to my baby  and hugging kissing him all over.  Just need to leave this Fucking room I cant stay in here any longer but at the same time I cant move.

~Luke Pov~

Every time I try and go lay down or go see Dani her mom yells at me. Luckily today her house is going to finish being decorated. It took lots of persuasion to get all the guys to finish on one day. Im actally really scared when Dani actually isn't sick any more and she comes down when Bent is calling me Dada. Its cute that is his first word but it could have been something better like mama or Spongebob. Yet its Dada dont get me wrong I love him to death I would do any thing for him. I have pure confidence that Dani wont be that mad when I tell her Bent is my son that im his biological father. Yeah she will be mad for a couple day I doubt she would take him and her from me forever. If she does I know I wont be able to live anymore. Both of them are two important to me and I love them way to much for them both to just leave me like nothing. I would do anything to have them and since I have them now I am not letting them go without a fight.

"Dada Dada" Bent said pulling on my leg. Picking him up in one swift movement running up the stairs to his room to get him changed. I need to go grocery shoping we are running low on food and I need to grab more thereflu for Dani. I feel so bad for her. Having the flu and Strep that sucks she really cant go near Bent cause he can sick so fast. I know she misses him hell I would miss him. The bright side of her being sick is me and Bent get to spend all day with eachother. He has been going with me to my pack meeting and just playing with all the other little kids his age. His birthday is coming up I can't wait Im going to throw the biggest party for him ever One is a big deal. 

Getting him dressed in a white short sleve shirt and Varsity Jacket I got him. He looked absoultley adorable. He never leaves his shoes on though everytime I out them on he takes them and hides them. He only leaves his slippers and mocassins on thats it. I dont know why but I still put shoes on him and take his attetion away from him by giving him some shoes.

"Me and Benny are leaving we will be back soon baby girl do you need anything?" I asked Danielle as I enter the guest room. Her pale body just looking at me trying to see Bent. She sighed and shook her head.

"No just to get better so I can see my baby." She said fustrated. God that must suck to kept in a room  for a week straight hopefully she gets better. Oh I know how she can crap why didnt I think of this sooner.