Caught Up : (Young) Sirius Black x FemReader

The Astronomy Tower

I finally made it to the tower. Luckily Sirius wasn't here yet. It's currently 10:45 which means I'm 15 minutes early which is great. It gives me time to gather my words and think about how I'm going to apologize.

Why do I even need to apologize. Everything I said is true. He hasn't changed. I start to think to myself. I shouldn't be mean though. Maybe he has changed and I just don't know it. I keep think and thinking u til i hear footsteps approaching me. Oh fuck. He's here.

"You wanted to see me." The familiar voice said.
I turn around to face him, "Yes. Thank you for coming." I say kindly.
"So what, you just going to give me another lecture on how I don't care about other people's feelings and that I'm just a playboy that won't ever settle down or is that going to come later?" He says in a snarky tone.

I can't blame him though, I was really harsh on him. I take a deep breath and begin my apology. Why is this so hard! Why do I have to be so damn stubborn.

"Listen, Sirius. I'm sorry for saying those things to you. I was just really heated at the moment. I know that you care and I know that you want to settle. I just had to let everything I had trapped inside me..out." I start.
"Go on." Is all he says. arse hat.
"I just want us to be friends again. Even though we weren't really 'friends' to begin with. That's not the point though. Can we just pretend that non of this ever happened so we can go back to the way things used to be? Because I really miss that." I wrap up my speech.

There was  moment of silence until Sirius started randomly clapping.

"That was the worst apology speech I've ever heard. I rate that one a...2/10." He says sarcastically.
"What?" I say. Am I hearing him right?!
"Oh well. Not everyone is good at giving speeches." He laughs.
"What the hell, Sirius! I said I was sorry." I shout at him.
"Yeah, whatever. So will that be all?" Sirius says.
"Pardon?" I say in complete disbelief.
"I said, will that be all." He repeats, though this time he paused in between each word, treating me like I was a child.
"Okay, you know what! Screw this. Screw you. I tried but I guess that wasn't enough for you." I shout.

I was about to make my way back to the common room when Sirius said something;

"Yeah, go cry now, like you usually do." He has the audacity to say that to me.
"EXCUSE ME?!" I turn around and yell.
"You heard me." Is all he says.

I take a deep breath.

"It would be a waste of my time to cry over you. You don't even exist to me." I say in a lower voice. Trying to keep my calm.
"I don't exist to you? That's not what it seemed like when you were crying over my in 3rd year-" He stops. He knew he made a mistake. But I didn't care at this point.
"You're right, I did cry over you. Because you hurt me, but don't worry, I won't ever make that mistake ever again. Fuck you, Sirius Orion Black, fuck you." Ask I said the last part, I raised my middle finger.
"You know what, suck my dick, Y/N!" Is all he yells as I walk away.
"Small things are choking hazards!" I yell back. And with that, I'm on my way back to the common.

Im making my way to the common room. That couldn't of ended any worse. I think to myself. I shouldn't have ever asked to talk to him.

"Well, that's one friendship down the drain." I say out loud.
"Oh no, who was it?" A male voice said.
"Huh? Who's there?" I say while looking around.

A tall figure came out from the shadows, "Hello, darling. I'm Regulus. Regulus Black." He says. He took my hand and kissed the back of it.
"You're Sirius' brother?" I ask.
"Sadly, yes." He answers.
"Oh." Is all I can conjure up.
"And what's your name?" He asks.
"Right, my name. My names Y/N - Y/L/N." I tell him.
"Pleasure to meet you. You're a Gryffindor?" He says.
"Ho-how do you know?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.
"My brother won't stop talking about you. It's quite annoying if I may say." He say with a light chuckle.
"Yea well, we aren't on speaking terms anymore." I say while looking down.
"Ahh, the friendship that is now in the drain?" He says I'm a funny way.
I laugh a little, "Yes. That's the one." I say.
"Well I'm deeply sorry to hear that." He tells me.
I look up at him, "Thank you." I say with a small smile.
"Of course, love." He returns the smile.