Just A Personal Assistant

twenty one - a growing love

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Every Road Leads Back To You - Bette Midler

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If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets. - haruki murakami

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It was after a few minutes when Harry felt Louis' hands move. He immediately stopped praying and looked up. Louis was blinking his eyes, he looked down at Harry and said,

"Harry?"

"Louis! Oh my God!" Harry shouted waking Jay from her nap. "You're here" Louis replied as he touched Harry's face and stroked his cheeks,

"Of course, I'm here, Lou. Oh God, don't scare me like that, I misse-"

"What the hell were you thinking?!Taking a drive in the middle of the night!" a buff voice said as the door opened, Damian.

"I just needed time to think!" Louis shouted back,

"Now, you're tour is postponed for 2 months! Your brain surgery is canceled! You idiot, you decided to keep that little secret of yours from me! " Damian shouted as he pinched the bridge of his nose,

"What brain surgery?" Harry interrupted but was ignored,

"What?! That can't be! I would die!" Louis shouted in disappointment and shock, he turned to Harry, "This is all you fault!"

"Honey, it's no one's fau-" Jay tried to stop what was coming but Louis just kept his mouth open,

"If you didn't leave, I wouldn't be in this state right now. And you think you could just come back after everything! Did you know what state I was in! And if I wasn't in that state, I wouldn't have taken that drive! Why did you even come back?! You are probably the biggest mistake I ever encountered in my life!" Louis said which left Harry shocked,

"Are you even listening to yourself?! What you said really hurt! You asked for me, you prick! I drove here to because I was worried sick about you and you think you were the only one that was in a bad state! I almost burned our whole house because of you! You know what, I can't do this anymore. I thought you changed, I guess I'm wrong" Harry said before he slummed the door shut.

"That was very wrong of you" Jay scolded Louis after Harry left the room,

"I think I'll just leave" Damian excused himself, avoiding Jay's wrath,

"The poor guy drove miles to see you! I know you're mad that he left but at least he came back and that is a lot more than what others get. The poor guy held your hand, prayed for you and never left your side and that is how you repay him?!" Louis was just looking down his lap, thinking about his actions, "I'm going to get him and you'll say sorry and talk this out!"

I messed up bad, Louis thought.

Meanwhile, Jay gout out of the door and saw Harry crying on the chair, his head down and his knees shaking.

"What have I done wrong for him to despise me like that" Harry said his voice breaking, "I love him so I came back"

"You love him?" Jay said with a fond smile on his face, and Harry just nodded,

"I don't know what I would do right now. I'll probably just go back home and quit my job. Yeah, that sound like a plan" Harry said,

"You could do that but before please listen to me" Harry looked up to jay and nodded, "I know what he did there was unacceptable, but deep inside he's just scared. He might seem so strong and independent at first but he isn't. He's scared that you'll leave him, his dad left him, 3 failed relationships and he's just building his walls up and preparing himself for the damage. That's why he's distancing himself to you so that when you'll leave he'll be less scarred. I know that he was already given a lot of chances, but give him this last one. He wants to talk to you, so can you please give him one last chance" Jay said as he took Harry's hands in hers. Harry just nodded, and said,