Namjoon POV
I was showering and Y/N still sleep . I don't want wake her up since she look very sleepy . I don't know why but my heart always miss her although I will met her everyday ! My love for her never lost . Never . I just . Want her be my wife until my last breath .
I suddenly cry in bathroom . I feel useless suddenly . I feel I'm not a good dad and good husband for my little family . Maybe because my age ? A normal person will married when they 25 or more than that . But me ? Married when 17-18 ! Seriously ?! Before married I already hurt her . Many times ! When she saw I fucked Lia , when I raped her , when she saw Lia playing with me at Park make her miscarriage ! I can't forgot all that ! It's make me hurt . Can I be a good husband and dad ? Am I too enough ? Am I always make her hurt ? I need asked her ?
I stop thinking and wiped my tears . After punch wall many times , my hand hurt and little blood . I don't care about that . I need more hurt because what I do at Y/N before this . I take towel and dry myself . I look at bed , she still sleeping . I wear a clothes .
"She so cute while sleeping ." I smiled and stare at her .
"I need wake her up ?" I asked my self .
"Y/N . Baby . Wake up ." I try wake her up .
"Yes ?" She asked still closing her eyes .
"Wake up ! Come on ! Before I tickle you !" I tickled her .
She laughed .
"Okay . I'm wake up !" She sits down and suddenly pull me to lay next to her .
"Yah why ?" I asked .
"I don't know . I suddenly being so horny . Hurm ." She said make me shocked .
"This time ?! It's early morning you know ? What suddenly being you horny ?" I raised my eyebrows .
"I don't know . I dream you fuck me . Until ." She stop .
"Until ?" I asked .
"Until you don't want let your dick out . You so horny and you fuck me so rough . I remember how I shout . That time just both of us in this world . When I take it out , you give punishment . When I want shower , you don't want let the dick out . You like . Really horny !" She explained make me shocked .
"Wooo . I will do it ." I said as I kiss her lips .
"Daddy . Not now . I mean . Tonight or .... Anytime . But not now ." She said .
"Oh . I forgot to said . Before I shower , I look at my phone and Dad said if I can go to market buy some stuff for cook . You want to follow ? I want to go now ." I explained .
"Nope . I'm tired !" She grumbled .
"Okay . Go shower baby . I will come back later ." I said as I leave her .
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Young Age KNJ 18+ ✔
العاطفيةWritten by SirDaddyJoon Yes . I'm her boyfriend ! I-I will responsible . - Kim Namjoon All members of BTS have in this story . Warning ⚠ This is 18+ story Have a dirty talk Kim Namjoon x Lee Y/N x BTS