A Struggle Within Itself

Chapter 5

Genniffer's Pov

"Ugh time to get up all ready?" I groaned to the sound of my phone buzzing against my leg. I rolled over and looked at Brian. I could feel Brian's arms on top of me. This is not the position fell asleep in but I'm not going to lie. The thought of cuddling with Brian made me smile.

I rolled over out of bed. I tip-towed off to the bathroom and got ready for school. I grabbed a wash cloth and cleaned my face. Brushed my hair out and began brushing my teeth. While brushing my teeth I went back into my room to find a sleeping, but snoring Brian. I smiled at this and an idea came to my head to wake him up.

So I crawled on to my bed and shoved Brian off of it. He hit the floor with aloud thud.

"Damn what the fuck was that for?" Brian whispered while rubbing his head.

" Sleepy time is over" I giggled and returned to the bathroom to finish brushing my teeth. Next I washed my mouth out with some mouth rinse. Brian came up from behind me and grabbed my waist.

"Make me some breakfast ma" Brian whispered in my ear.

"Boy please you know how to heat you up a pop tart." I sassed. Brian laughed at this. I put my hair up into a bun and then we went down stairs.

"Aye I'm serious though. Make me something to eat" Brian begged. I rolled my eyes.

"Fine" I went into the pantry and got out a pop tart and threw it over to Brian. I wasn't really about to make that child breakfast. "Theres you breakfast, enjoy" I beamed. I went back into my pantry and brought out some pancake mix and made some pancakes for myself. I lathered them with butter and syrup and went to the dining room to go eat. Brian followed me and ate his pop tart.

"Can I help you? Why you watching me eat?" I asked his nosy ass. Brian smiled and wiped the crumbs off his mouth.

"I want a piece of your food" He said bluntly.

"No I gave a pop tart for a reason" I argued.

"Please? Yo pancakes look good as fuck."

" Oh my god fine gone head and get you a piece."

"Feed it to me." He said in a sexy voice. I frowned and looked at Brian crazy as soon as I heard the words leave his mouth.

"Please?" He began begging again. I groaned and gathered what was left of my eaten pancake on to my fork. I held it up for Brian to eat. He leaned and swallowed it all. " Aye yo pancakes are flaming Gen!" I laughed in agreement.

Jaylen's Pov

I woke up happier than a motherfucker. Today I was gonna kiss Gen and have my baby back in my arms by the end of the week. I got dressed, ate breakfast and went out to the bus stop. As I arrived I saw Brian, Gen, and Trey come out Gen's house. The bus arrived shortly. We walked on to the bus and took our seats in the back.

I was planning on sitting with Genniffer like I've always done all of freshman and 8th grade year. But now that her dope-selling brother came out of the blue, I had to sit with Brian. I mean Brian my nigga and all. But I really was trying sit with bae.

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"Jaylen you have this class with me too?" Gen yelled with excitement walking into Geometry class. I smiled its 4th period and I found out I already have two classes with Genniffer. Which is this class and gym 2nd period. Gen took a seat next to me.

"So you excited for later today?" I asked grinning all big thinking about our soon to happen kiss. This had me on cloud 9 all damn day.

"What's later today?" She said playing dumb.

"Girl you know. Don't be stupid. You know you waiting for me to kiss you outside by the busses later today."

"Ohhhh. Whatever I'm just doing it so you'll work with my brother."

"Man, whatever, you know you agreed to kiss me because you want all this." I motioned to myself. Gen laughed and rolled her eyes in defeat.

Flashback

"Muah. Jaylen I love your kisses!" Genniffer shouted out. I grabbed her hands and looked into her eyes.

"Okay so then why can't I call you my girl? Let me be able to show you off, make you the top of my to do list. Genniffer I want to make you mine." I tried to persuade. I leaned in and pressed my lips against Gen's. Oh she got them lips that just make you wanna forget about life and never stop kissing her! "So what do you say? Are you going to be my girl or nawww?" Gen put on a thinking face.

"Yes Jaylen I'll be your girl." Gen answered. When she said that, it was like music to my ears. I hugged her and gave her another kiss on the lips.

"Now thats what I'm talking about!" I yelled. I gave Genniffer a hug and a slap on her big ass. She jumped back a little.

"Okay nigga let me tell you something. Just because I said yes doesn't mean you can touch all over me" She giggled.

"Yeah well your mine now so that's all that matters." I gave her one last kiss.

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Man where is she? The busses about to leave. I want my kiss. I waited for Gen hopelessly outside of our bus. Finally 5 minutes later she came out of the school and made her way to the bus. I held out my hand waiting for her to come over and grab it. Then I pulled her into me and grabbed her waist.

"So are you going to give me a kiss or do I have to beg?" I joked. Genniffer laughed a little.

"Okay... So if I give you a kiss, you'll help my brother? Right?" Genniffer confirmed.

" Pfff Is that all you worried about? Right now I'm worried about them soft ass lips of yours then your brother right now."

"Alright then boy, damn. With your thirsty kissing ass. What are you waiting for then?"

"You are absolutely right what the hell am I waiting for?" I smiled.

"Alright then kiss me then" She giggled.

"Alright."

"Okay."

"Alright."

"Okaayy." At that moment I didn't wanna say anything else. So I just leaned in and went for it. After a long two years of being broken up. And two long years of trying to get her back. I had a long overdue kiss with Genniffer. And boy let me tell you. Her lips felt softer then ever. She opened her mouth and I dove my tongue into her. I was going all out. Yup first time we ever tongue kissed too. I pulled Gen up against my chest and continued to kiss her even more and harder. I loved every moment of it. It makes me think I actually have a chance of getting back together with Gen. I loved holding her in my arms again. To feel her breast lay up against me. She was lucky we were in public or I would be tearing that ass up right now.

But then she pulled away. She giggled a little and walked on to the bus. Leaving me there. She had me feeling some type of way after that. I literally did not want to stop holding her, kissing her.

Like I said a thousand times before, Gen got then kisses that make a nigga never wanna stop kissing her. Or loving her either. That kiss was a reminder of why I feel some type of way for her. So for sure now I'm going to do anything possible in my power to get Genniffer back to being my girl.

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