A Struggle Within Itself

Chapter 7

Genniffer's POV

I roll over and see Jaylen snoring in my bed. How did he get here? Last thing I remember is Jaylen and Treyvian leaving. Me inviting Aqua over. Us smoking all that weed.

I took one look at Jaylen and a dirty thought filled my mind. So I lifted the covers and checked to see if I still had all my clothes on. Check. Next I climbed out of bed and felt a massive head ache. Trust me now I'm regreting smoking all that marijuane and now I'm positive I'm never going to do it again. I walked over to a trash can bin to look for the blunts. Nothing was in there. I guess Aqua must of cleaned the place completely before she disappeared on me. All I could think about was how did Jaylen end up in my bed shirtless?

Oh yeah I did text him last night. Maybe my phone could provide some answers. I crept back over to my bed and looked for my phone. I found it and opened it up to the messages between me and Jaylen.

One read: "Why did you let Victoria get between our relationship? As much as you knew I didn't like her, you still let her come between us. Because of you she beat me during the football auditions." Man what the hell did that weed do to me to make me bring that bitches name up? Victoria. Just the thought of the name made me want to puke. I read another text.

"When are you gonna love me?" My heart froze. I'm definitly not doing weed anymore. It got me sending messages about conversations I don't even wanna talk about.

"So your reading last nights text messages." Jaylen groaned.

"Yeah what the hell happened with me last night?"

Jaylen's Pov
Friday 6:00 pm.

I flipped over Genniffer's matress. Treyvian grabbed some drugs from out of her bed and loaded it into two doufle bags. I was feeling a little scared. Not because we were about to sell dope. But because I was going to be left with Treyvian. I don't know what he got in store for this trip. Plus I don't even know if he still know how to sell dope since he been gone so long. Gen didn't even tell me why he was gone so long. I guess it must of been because of what we doing right now.

We strapped the bags around our backs and headed for the door. We opened the door but Gen stopped us before we could go outside.

"Okay promise that you will be safe. Okay?" She demanded.

Yeah we'll be safe" Trey groaned.

"No promise me" She pleaded.

" We'll be safe I promise" I assured her. Trey gave me a glare from the corner of his eyes.

"Alright you guys better" Gen smiled. She gave Trey a hug and he went out to his csr to load up.

"So do I get a good bye hug?" I joked. Gen flashed a pretty smile and took a step closer to me. She started to rub her finger along my chest. This started to make a nigga a little exited.

"You can get a goodbye kiss if you bring my brother back home safe." She stood up on her tip toes and kissed me. She had me feeling some type of way talking about her concern for her brother and not for me. But the kiss made up for it. It was a long one too. She pulled away slow and looked into my eyes. "Alright go bring me back some money!" I laughed and went out to the car.

"Come on nigga we got to go!" Trey yelled out. I stuffed my bag in the back and sat in the front passenger seat. Trey started the car and drove down the street slow. It was awkward. Trey held a toothpick in his mouth. He looked like he was a real drug dealer from out of a movie or something. I tried to keep my mind focused but I couldn't. Gen wouldn't get off my mind. We weren't together at the end of the week like I planned. But we were gettimg somewhere.