A Struggle Within Itself

Chapter 4

Genniffer's Pov

I stared into my pleading brother's eyes.

"Fine" I agreed. Trey lit up.

"You serious! Thank you lil sis" Trey smiled. He leaned over to to give me a hug. I pushed him away and then crossed my arms.

"But you have to let Jaylen help you" I inquired.

"Who? That tall dark boy you was talking to earlier? Oh hell naw!"

"Why not?"

"Because."

"Because what Trey?"

"Because I don't trust him. He seems like the type of nigga that would hurt you. Or has hurt you before." My heart stopped for a second. Trey was right Jaylen has hurt me before when we were in middle school. We were dating at the time. I couldn't believe what I-.... Nevermind.

"Look don't worry about what he might do to me. Jaylen is experienced in this type of stuff. He done it all freshman year. He could help you. Plus he knows some people at school that would buy." Treyvian thought about this for a moment.

"Alright." My brother finally gave in.

"Okay I'll go tell Jaylen what is going on while you get it all ready to stuff under my bed." I walked off and went back inside. I rentered the living and found my friends in the same spot as I left them.

"Hey why aren't you guys talking to anyone?" I questioned.

"Because we don't know yo family" Aqua sneered. Brian and Jaylen laughed.

"Well get to know them. Anyways Jaylen can I talk to you upstairs in my room?" Brian and Jaylen shared a quick look with each other. Then they bursted out laughing. "What's so funny?" I asked getting a little mad.

"Nothing" Brian lied. " Just know big daddy call next after Jaylen." Brian and Jaylen bursted out laughing. I swear niggas can be so childish sometimes. I pushed Brian in the face.

"Pfff whatever. You are not daddy. Jaylen just come upstairs." I grabbed Jaylen's hand and led him up the stairs.

"Yall have fun and make me a god mother" Aqua yelled out. I smiled and ignored her. I took Jaylen to my room and sat him down on my bed.

"Man, don't we have some memories here" Jaylen reminisced looking around my room.

"Boy what memories?" I asked sounding all dumb. Acting completely like Jaylen and I never dated.

"You know me and you on your bed. We made out all the time in here. Oh yeah and there was that one time we almost had-"

"Nigga that is not what I brought you here for." I interrupted him.

"Then what did you bring me for? And don't say it isn't because you don't want a piece of daddy. I know you want all this back."

"Oh my god how many times do I have to tell you and Brian? Yall are not big daddy!" Jaylen laughed. Then the room filled with silence for a minute. I explained the situation to Jaylen about helping my brother sell drugs. "So will you help him?" Jaylen thought about this for a moment.

"Okay I'll help him if." Jaylen pulled me on to his lap. "If you give me a kiss tomorrow after the first day of school" Jaylen bit his lip and didn't seem to be playing around.

"No, I'm not going to kiss you." I said. I had a big grin on my face while I said this. Of course I wanted to kiss Jaylen. But I don't want it to give him any ideas or anything. I mean yeah I forgiven him from our first break up and all. And I do like him. Hell you might even say I'm in love with him. But I don't know if he has learned his lesson from our first relationship. I don't know it's just complicated.

"Well then I guess no dice then." I thought about it for a moment.

"Well I guess it's just a kiss so..." I smiled. Jaylen started cheesing real big when I said this. I got up off his lap and started walking to the door.

"Oh yeah to you maybe." Jaylen got up and walked out the room and went downstairs. "I'm getting my baby back" He yelled from the stairs. I smiled and laughed at this. I sat in my room for a moment and thought about tomorrow. I was going to kiss Jaylen and let me tell you I use to love his kisses when we we dating. He was actually my first ever kiss and the only person I've ever kissed. I heard a knock at my door which snapped right out of my thought.

"Come in" I yelled. Brian walked in. "Boy what do you want?"

"Well I told you big daddy got next after Jaylen" Brian joked. I smiled and raised my middle finger up.

"Boy what do you want?" I said but a little louder this time.

"Oh yeah um I asked your dad if I could stay the night since my parents gone for the night and he said yes. You know are families are tight like that." Brian rambled.

"And where are you sleeping?" I asked pretending like I didn't already know what he was gonna say.

"In the bed with you duhh."

" Whatever my father is here and my brother is back home now. Do you really think they will let that happen?"

"No. But I'll get in the bed when they go to sleep and then you will wake me up in the morning so we can be ready for school."

"Wait why do I have to wake you up?"

"Because I know you will so I don't get in trouble by yo pops and brother." I laughed Brian was right. Okay so wait I know what your thinking and imma tell you that your wrong. Brian is just my best friend. Plus he's Jaylen's best friend too. Him and our families are real close so he spends the night over my house often when his parents are gone. And finally no I haven't lost my "V" card or anything like that. And yes Brian has slept in my bed with me before. And yes I kind of sort of have a little crush on Brian. Just a small one though.

I went back downstairs and enjoyed the rest of the party. After everyone left Jaylen and Trey unpacked all the drugs from Trey's car and out it in my bed frame as promised. Brian even helped a little too. But I didn't go no where near it.

Jaylen went home. My parents and Treyvian went to sleep and I got ready for bed and since I had a guest sleeping in my bed tonight I had to wear a t-shirt and some shorts. Brian changed into so basketball shorts and took off his shirt. I saw his body and let me just say it was a sight to see. With his abs and chest, its just so enticing.

Brian climbed into my bed half damn near naked. Oh well I guess. He scooted over close to me and we fell asleep.

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