A Struggle Within Itself

Chapter 11

Brian's Pov

*knock knock*

Man who the fuck is at the door when the game is on? I got up from my bed and put on some sweat pants and went downstairs. When I opened the door it was none other than the beautiful Genniffer Goldenrod.

"Hey Brian can I come in and talk to you" She said softly. Genniffer came in and we sat on the couch. Genniffer laid down and rested her head in my lap and looked up at me. I turned on the tv and continued watching the basketball game. Even though it was Gen I wasn't going to let that interrupt me watching the Lakers get smashed by the Heat. She looks gorgeous laying there with her long hair scattered all over my lap. Gen had true beauty. She doesn't put on much makeup, but she still looks amazing.

"What's up, whats the problem?" I questioned. Gen explained what happened. I listened carefully.

"So do you think I over reacted?"

"Yeah maybe a little" I chuckled. She jumped up.

"What do you mean. I'm only trying to make sure he will be safe!" Gen said getting all defensive. I grabbed her hands.

"See why did you do that? You just asked me if you over reacted and when I gave you an answer you wanna get all mad and shit."

"Oh" Gen started to calm down and laid her head on my shoulder. " My bad I guess I'm still a little hype off of me and Jaylen." I laughed a little.

" Genniffer you know I always got you. Jaylen cool and all but I think you need to be with someone who doesn't give you as many problems. Somebody you can trust and a little more your height" I joked. She shoved my head. I was hinting at myslef at that last part. I was serious about what I said back at Gen's place. Jaylen and her already dated and didn't work out.

Now I want my turn. I been feeling her since the day I met her. It just so happen that Jaylen got to her first. I know you ain't suppose to date your bros exs, especially a close one like Gen and there's that whole thing about sloppy seconds, but honestly I don't give a fuck. Gen is worth it. "Ha Brian you got a girl?" She said trying to change the conversation.

"No"

" You got a crush on anyone?"

"Yea there is this one girl I know" Genniffer perked up a little.

"Who?" She asked catching a bit of jealousy in her voice. This made me smile and bite my lip.

"It's this girl in our grade. She has brown hair. She lightskin. Big ass and she kinda short." I smiled basically describing Gen completely. Hopefully she will take the hint.

"Well she sounds interesting." She rolled her eyes.

" Okay you know what kind of man you need?" I chuckled.

"Who?"

" Someone who got yo back and is always down to help and be with you. A guy you known for a while, that you feeling some type of way about." Gen thought about it for a moment.

"So you think I should make it work with Jaylen? Is that what your trying to say?" Really? Damn I guess it's just time to cut the bullshit and just tell her how I feel.

"Naw guess again." She put on her thinking face again and then a smile spread across her face.

"Someone like you?" Gen giggled.

"Yeah me" I grinned. I looked at the tv the heat scored and had 23-17. "Yeah that's what I'm talking about!" I yelled out to the tv. Gen got mad by my sudden out burst and pushed me over.