If It Means A Lot To You... (Frerard)

(18.) Losing

Me and Frank avoided Trenton the whole day. It really wasn't that hard, considering he didn't even give me so much as a glance whenever I walked near him.

At one point during the day, I ran to the bathroom and cried. Frank found me and hour later and held me as I spilled tears onto his shirt.

He was so good to me, it honestly hurt so much that I just cried and cried and barely could make it up to him.

Frank insisted he didn't need anything, but I still felt guilty nonetheless. I felt myself falling for him deeper than I had before, now that he was mine.

Every time I saw my boyfriend, my heart would swell up and threatened to rip me apart. My insides filled with butterflies just by looking at his perfect face. I honestly hoped he felt the same way.

Frank walked me home, as usual, and stayed with me for awhile, but he said he had to leave early because his mom was sick and needed taking care of.

In my room, I lay on my bed with him, his arms around my waist and my head resting on his shoulder.

My body rose with his chest when he breathed, making me feel we were truly one person, like we had been just one night before.

Frank told me stories of his childhood, and in turn, I told him about myself as well. The hours dragged on by far too quickly for my liking, but all good things must end.

Thirty minutes before Frank had to leave, he turned the TV on and started and episode of Merlin with me.

Arthur was honestly my favorite character in the whole show. Frank shared my liking of him, and the fact that I felt Arthur and Merlin belonged together.

Towards the end of the episode, Frank leaned down to kiss me. I pressed into his body, my hands touching his hips under his shirt.

Our kissing was slow, not as fast and heated as yesterday, but just as passionate. The kind of kissing that was just kissing, showing affection. The kind of kissing that wouldn't lead to any sexual activities, only kissing.

Frank broke away and gazed at me. "I have to go now, baby." He leaned in for another kiss, which I gladly gave him.

"Bye, Frankie," I whispered against his lips. He stood up, and so did I. Frank wrapped his arms around my waist, putting his head on my chest since he was to short to reach my neck.

He stood on his toes one last time to kiss me, then walked out of my bedroom. I watched him leave, then I collapsed on my bed, feeling like a lovestruck thirteen year old girl.

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I was in the middle of watching the Powerpuff Girls when my phone buzzed.

I took it out of my back pocket and looked at it. I had a text from Trenton. Frowning in confusion, I opened the text and read the few words the message contained.

{GoodBye, XO,Trenton}

I've never run out my house so fast in my life.

{I'M ACTUALLY CRYING BC OF THIS RN OMG

So, you probably know whats happening, but if you don't I won't spoil it ;)

Don't hate me, I love you :3}

~Carry On~

Ari Thomas<3