If It Means A Lot To You... (Frerard)

(56.) Don't Kill Me I'm Only Two Years Old

(((This isn't the end, there'll be a few more chapters afterwards :))))

I really don't know what compelled me to go to the train yard. I was drunk, so nothing seemed right.

It was empty and was dimly lit by a few lamps.

The whole place gave off this really spooky vibe that I really didn't like.

"Keep your bad vibes out of my cornflakes, I'm not interested!" I shouted at the train yard.

My voice echoed through the night.

There were a few empty box cars. I found a marker in my jeans pocket and walked over to it.

I wrote me and Frank's names in a little heart. The one thing I didn't understand is why I put Trenton's name above Frank's as well.

Whatever.

I was already getting bored, so I decided to pick some rocks up and throw them around the empty train cars.

They just made spooky sounds that I didn't like, so that game was over.

Don't ever go to a train yard at night. There's literally nothing to do.

Boring.

I found a half empty bottle of beer on the ground and picked it up. I drank it and instantly regretted that decision.

That thing was probably three hundred years old.

Gross.

I sighed and walked around the train tracks, swinging my arms around and breathing out.

It was quite cold out, so I saw my breath coming out. It was so beautiful.

Like smoke.

I became transfixed with my breath that I didn't notice I was standing right on one of the train tracks.

There was a distant train whistle. "What the fuck?" I looked around, confused.

"Oh wait, this is a train yard, duh," I giggled, stumbling slightly on the rails of the track.

I knew there was a train coming on my track. I saw the lights nearing me. "Hey, this is my place!" I shouted at it.

"Go away!"

The train didn't listen to me, it just kept coming closer to me. "Rude!" I scoffed, placing my hands on my hips and staring it.

The lights were entrancing.

Almost beautiful.

They reminded me of the fireflies up in that town me and Frank visited. Or the stars up in the night sky that I only saw up in the mountains.

So pretty, and bright, yet so far away.

I stared at the train's lights. I reached out my hand to touch them.

Maybe I could finally reach the stars.

Yes. That sounded nice.

And Gerard Way was no more.

I'M CRYING SO MUCH OMF THIS WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CHAPTER I HAVE EVER WRITTEN. (edit: YOU ACTUALLY AREN'T CRYING SHUT THE HELL UP)

THE ENDING WAS JUST SO AEIUEHUAEHIUEAHEPHR

what the hell am I doing with my life

Please don't hate me, I love you all so very much, you guys really mean a lot to me. <3

I'm sorry Ily 8==D

~Let's watch the stars together~

Ari Thomas<3