(((ayy lmao)))
I didn't talk for the whole funeral. There was no need to. People only wanted to talk to me out of pity.
I only talked when I was asked to come speak about Gerard. Even then I choked up at the end of my speech and ran back to the seats, crying.
My mom tried to talk to me but I was silent, and eventually she gave up trying.
After the funeral, I just waited around and looked at the tombstones.
I was really tired and honestly, I wanted to sleep forever and not have to wake up ever again.
Yes.
That sounded good.
When I got home, I'd end my pain, I could be with Gerard again.
The thing I really hated most, was that they buried Gerard right next to Trenton, which made me feel jealous, even though they were both dead.
I was just sitting down on the grass and leaning on Gerard's tombstone, thinking about all the different ways I could die tonight.
That was when I heard a voice. "Hello," It was soft and caring.
I looked up and saw a boy a bit older than me, he had short brown hair that hung in curls down his eyes. He was quite tall.
"Hello," I said quietly, looking down at my lap.
The boy came and sat down next to me. "I'm pretty good at figuring out people's emotions, and I can tell your not happy."
It was then that I forgot my plans for later.
~fin~
This is the end of If It Means A Lot To You...
I lied there will be a sequel, but it'll be about Frank and that guy, it won't be a frerard js
I won't write it now, cuz I have other fics to work on
Ily all, thanks for reading this emotional trainwreck <3
~The End~
Ari Thomas<3
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