(55.) The Next Chapter Is The One You Murder Me For

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(((The power went out while I was taking a bath lmao)))


I woke up in bed with Frank. We were both naked and it was really fucking hot because no one bothered to turn on the air.

I was still drunk as shit, since I'd only been asleep for two hours.

Honestly, it was one in the morning and I had no idea what I was doing. I kissed Frank on the forehead and got out of the bed.

Before I left the house, I put on clothes. No one wants to be seen naked and covered in come.

The hallways were empty, and I heard the sound of Joshua and Vincent snoring in one of the rooms.

On the table was one last bottle of bear. I drank the whole thing before heading out the door.

All I was wearing was a hoodie and a pair of Frank's jeans, that barely fit me.

It was really dark outside and I was stumbling drunkly into almost everything, including a few people as well as trees.

At one point, I almost got run over by a car.

In this small city in Missouri, there isn't much to do in the morning. Well, it wasn't really morning since the sun wasn't up yet.

I sort of skipped through the streets, feeling bored with nothing to do.

I considered going back to the house, but I was drunk so I wasn't thinking clearly.

Eventually, I just gave up trying to direct myself anywhere specific and just headed wherever the fuck I stumbled on.

Several people gave me weird looks but what the fuck, it isn't like I'd remember them doing so when I got back to Frank's house.

It was hard to walk, my upper legs were sore from what me and Frank did a few hours ago.

I started singing All The Small Things and just spinning around in circles, making myself even more dizzy then I already was.

It was terrible.

I finally had a thought in my mind after about ten more minutes of random spinning.

Maybe I should go to the train yard.

I JUST LAUGHED REALLY LOUDLY WRITING THAT SENTENCE OMF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HAHAHAHAH

I'm also crying too. I really can't be a proper writer. John Green probably just laughed when writing TFIOS, and Potato probs laughs while writing their fics. (edit: Uhh, actually I was laughing stop trying to sympathize with people smh)

Not me.

I'm an emotional mess writing this chapter cuz I'm lame af

~ DON'T H8 I'M ONLY FOUR YEARS OLD(edit: uhh stop)

Ari Thomas<3

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