{A/N This is set in Soren's POV js, plz don't get to confused ily}
Honestly I was past being over Trenton's death.
I mean, I was angrily as hell over what I found out about him. What I was doing to find out wasn't really the best, I shouldn't have done it in the first place.
I went through Trenton's journal.
We were at his house, and I saw it sticking out from under his bed, and my curiosity got the best of me, unfortunately.
Going through it, I found myself in tears.
How could he have been in love with Gerard, his best friend?
I got so angry at him. If he was so crazy about him, why'd he go for me? It's not like I'm against gay people, I am bisexual myself, but I just wish he'd told me before we started dating.
People at school generally avoided me now.
Anybody that tried to talk to me, I ended up yelling at them.
Even though I desperately wanted to talk to people besides the one friend I had, Victor, they just made me so frustrated I snapped and they never came back.
Victor was the best friend I could ever ask for.
He didn't ask questions when I came in through his window late at night in a dinosaur onsie to cuddle with him.
When one of the girls at school was bothering me, he went up to her and yelled, "Frickle frackle you, you can go cry me an ocean," and dragged me away.
He actually comes with me when I feel like covering a wall of the school with my art, he's just always been there to protect me.
We were sitting together right now, at the lunch tables.
Victor grabbed my hand and twined our fingers together. "You know prom is coming up right?"
I nodded. "I don't have anyone to go with,'' I looked at him sheepishly.
"Then let's go together, shall we?" He grinned at me.
"Alright then," I smiled back at him, for the first time in months.
"Let's go then, shall we?" Victor stood up, with my hand still in his, pulling me towards the back of the school.
And for the first time in forever, I felt truly happy.
{I felt the need to write this
It's vvv cute bc y not
In case you didn't notice, it's a slight filler bc I can
Ilysm ;3}
~I Have a big butt, whatevs~
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