If It Means A Lot To You... (Frerard)

(24.) A Chance To Start Again And Be Happy

{A/N I'm sorry for all the time lapses, but it's necessary>.<}

Another uneventful two months passed. The only big significant change was that we were slowly allowing ourselves to be happy again.

There was still a big hole in my heart that would be there forever, that couldn't be helped. Frank was always there for me.

When I'd slipped up a few times, I gave him my blades and he had a great idea to get me over it again.

Frank put my blades in a jar of water and froze them. He told me if I ever felt like using them again, I'd have to wait for them to thaw out and by then I'd have changed my mind.

It really did work.

There were a few times when I grabbed the jar out and waited. Eventually, I got bored and put it back into the freezer.

I was going to be forever grateful for Frank.

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In late November, my mom informed me of the yearly trip we'd be taking up to a small town that was north of our house in Missouri.

I was excited to go, it was so beautiful there and it usually snowed at this time of year. She even told me I could invite Frank to come with us.

I personally really liked the idea of being in a log cabin alone with my boyfriend for a few weeks.

My phone was now pressed to my ear, and I was awaiting Frank's voice on the other end. "Hey Gee," he answered and I smiled to myself. "What's up baby?"

"Well, we're going on a trip up to Wischertown and I wanted to know if you wanted to come with me?" I bit my lip in excitement.

"Yeah, of course. I'd love to go," Frank giggled happily. "How long are we going to be there, then?"

"For about three weeks," I bit my fingernails, grinning uncontrollably.

"Okay then, Gerard," I could practically see him smiling through the phone. "When are we leaving?"

"In a few days," I was practically skipping through the house in excitement. "If you want, you could come over right now and cuddle by my fireplace."

"Okay, Gee baby, I'll be there soon," He made a kissy noise through the phone and I giggled at him and said goodbye, and hung up the phone.

As soon as I set my phone down, I let out a loud squeal that would be heard throughout my whole house.

Mikey looked down the stairs at me. "What are you so happy about?" He shouted down the stairs.

"Frankie is coming with us!" I yelled back happily. Mikey just laughed at me.

"That's great, Gerard," He smiled at me. "Cole's coming too."

"Yay!" I squeaked and ran into the kitchen to grab some sweets to eat while cuddling with Frank.

I ended up grabbing chocolate chip cookies, little red velvet cupcakes, and a crap ton of skittles and powdered donuts.

I set them down on the table in front of the TV and went upstairs to put on my octopus pajamas.

{Aww how cute.

A change from the feels : )

Enjoy my loves :3}

~Carry On~

Ari Thomas<3