What Is Maybe Isn't

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3-12-15 - edited and continued on 4-2-15

Wish i could just hang up my misery
and call it a day
but its to me a mystery
and I can't pack it away
Its weird that one second I see things bad
then worse
and it makes me sad
but it works
yet its confusing
and drives me to exhaustion
unamusing
but it keeps my mind lost in
the thought of things not really being the same
a loss then a win
is it some kind of game?
what really is in front of me
what is really behind
I can't see, things same every time!
is the sky blue or is it green
am I happy or sad
is the world so mean
I'm going to insanity
I won't ever understand
things just aren't the same at second glance
and so on the other hand
I never can make sense of a second chance
I don't know what is
and what is not
I'm no wiz
and I've been overthinking a lot

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