Maybe I should go back...

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Austin's P.O.V

"Goodnight London, I love you all!" I shouted to my cheering crowd.

I blew a few kisses before running offstage. Mom handed me a water bottle. I was so thirsty; I nearly drank all of it in one gulp. She then patted my sweaty face with a towel. When I looked up, a pair of big grey eyes were looking back at me. I didn't realise how harsh I had been to her and Dave until I got on stage and she wasn't watching me. She looked away as I started to walk over. Callin was nervous.

"Cal, baby, don't be like this, I'm sorry for raising my voice at you..." I stroked her face softly.

Her eyes shut and she bit her lip. She was giving into me. She would be mine again soon, no one else would have her.

She sighed. "It's just I haven't even been here for a day and I feel as if you're already fed up with me. Maybe I should go back..."

No. I wouldn't let her leave me. I tilted her head up so that she was looking directly at me. She had to know that she meant everything to me and that she wasn't leaving me.

"No, I am defiantly not fed up with you, I could never be fed up with you. God Cal, you drive me crazy." I mumbled.

She gave me a small smile before falling into me, my arms automatically wrapping around her small frame. I kissed the top of her head softy. We stood like this for ages, ignoring everyone that walked past. I was usually all alone after shows and would go and find Camila, but now I had my girl back. Callin's stomach growling snapped me out of thoughts.

"Are you hungry?" I chuckled.

She nodded her head. "Defiantly."

Taking her hand in mine, we walked hand in hand into the main dressing room where all the dancers and everyone else was. My Mom had ordered pizza for everyone. She grinned when she saw us.

"Callin, sweetie, I am so glad to see you. I've signed to be your guardian. Honestly, I won't be annoying, but when It comes to taking your meds I will nag you." Mom warned before pulling her into a tight hug.

Callin shrugged her shoulders. "I will be fine. We all know I have days where I will be difficult and a pain in the ass."

My Mom and Callin chatted until someone called Mom over to talk about business. When my eyes trailed back onto Callin, she was fuming. Her eyes narrowed, fists clenched.

"What the fuck are you looking at?" She spat.

Following her gaze, I realised she was speaking to Camila. This wasn't going to end well. Quickly, I grabbed hold of Callin.

"I am looking at what a mess you are,p. Nearly got you mistaken for a crazed fan. Was going to call security to sort you out." Camila snarled.

I sighed. "Well, she isn't a crazed fan. She someone very special to me. And you are going to have to get used to her being around, as she isn't going anywhere."

Camila glared at Callin once more before grabbing her box of pizza and storming out of the room. After a moment, Callin relaxed into my arms and let out a sigh.

"I'm sorry, she kept on staring at me and it made me uncomfortable." She whined.

Rolling my eyes, I handed her a box of pizza. Callin always looked for trouble. She was going to make this trip very hard if she carried on causing arguments between Camila and herself. Taking, her hand I lead her to a table at the back, lacing her hand through mine.

"I'm surprising the boys, they don't know that you're here. They will be so happy to see you." I reassured her.

She bit her lip. "I don't think I can face him. I let him down. Alex hates me!"

When speaking to Alex recently, he had thought the total opposite. Sadly, each of us made Callin like this. I left her when she needed me. Alex and Luce ignored her because they were too busy to deal with her. This was my way of making it up to her. I would buy her or do anything to make her happy and smile again.

"If anyone bothers you, tell me and I will sort it out. You know I would do anything for you." I said softly.

She kissed my cheek. "Thanks, Austin. You are such a good friend to me."

Had she just friend zoned me? Her face was expressionless. I couldn't tell what she was thinking. But couldn't she see that I wanted us to be more than just 'friends?' I was in love with her.

"Anything for you..." I whispered.

For a moment, I thought she was smiling but she instantly masked it. We talked and ate some more until it was time for us to depart to our next destination. And after that showdown with Camila, I was not letting her stay in the girls bus. She would have to come in with me. Which benefited for me; I could be with her more and watch over her.

"You don't mind me sharing with you? Really Austin, I don't want to intrude..." Callin stuttered.

"Cal, you're not intruding. We have slept in the same bed and you have been up close and personal with me before anyway, so you won't be 'intruding'." I sniggered.

She rolled her eyes before climbing into the tour bus, even though I insisted she slept on the sofa as she would feel bad. We fell asleep while watching films. She looked so beautiful and peaceful while sleeping. Her hair fell halfway across her face, her full lips slightly parted. Grabbing a blanket, I carefully placed it over her, not wanting to wake her up. Before I left her, I slowly tucked the loose strands of hair behind her ear.

"Goodnight Cal..." I placed a quick kiss onto her lips. Luckily she was fast asleep and didn't notice.

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