Austin Mahone saved me...

You're Whipped

Callin's P.O.V

We had been travelling for two days, and we were back in America. I had to share a tour bus with Austin and some of the dancers, as I didn't want to be anywhere near that bitch Camila. I could tell she didn't like me. She was looking at me as if I was a piece of crap, and it angered me. She had made me feel insecure about myself, which was a bad thing to think under my circumstances.

When I woke up, Austin and the boys were gone and the tourbus was parked. We had obviously stopped at a service station as we had been traveling for so long. My sleeping pattern had become messed up so I was currently awake at four in the morning. Not caring what I looked like, I quickly put my hair up in a messy bun before walking outside in my pyjamas. Everyone was sat at tables, drinking coffee and eating breakfast. I went over to Mrs Mahone as she was the only person I recognised among the crowd.

"Morning honey, are you okay?" She asked as I took the seat next to her.

I nodded my head. "Yeah. What's with the early start?"

"Austin has a busy day and needs an early start. He has an interview on a radio show and a concert later on. And then we are traveling through the night so we can pick up Alex, Robert and Zach in the morning." she informed me.

I froze. Tomorrow, Alex would see me. He had last seen me having a seizure on the floor after I tried to commit suicide. Was he going to be happy to see me? The boys didn't even know I was on the road with Austin, so it was going to be big shock for them. Before I could reply, we were rudely interrupted by a group of girls. Camila was among them. She shockingly bent down and kissed Mrs Mahone's cheek.

Austin's Mom looked slightly uncomfortable, but smiled at the girls. They were all made up and dressed up already, whereas I was sat in my pyjamas with no makeup on probably looking like a homeless person.

"Good morning girls, what are you doing this morning?" Michele asked.

Camila smiled sweetly. "Oh, we are going to buy some food. We have run out of stock on our bus."

Michele looked a me. She could tell that I was obviously uncomfortable and excluded from the conversation.

"Why don't you take Callin with you? It would be good for her, she is always around boys, it would be great for her to have some girl time!" she said enthusiastically.

"Of course, we don't mind looking out for her." she said with a fake smile before turning to me. "That's only if she wants to come..."

Michele obviously hadn't seen our little argument last night, and Austin never told her. I just nodded my head as I didn't want to cause any trouble. Michele had done so much for me, taking me in when I needed somewhere to go.

"Yeah, I will just quickly go back and get changed." I said before walking off back to the bus.

Quickly, I threw on a long sleeved black top with my white ripped jeans, and my black converse as they were still the only pair of shoes I had. Applying my usual makeup, I left after grabbing my purse. When entering back into the service station, the group of girls were waiting for me. Two of them actually gave me nice genuine smiles, whereas Camila and two other girls gave me the death glare.

"Let's go." Camila ordered.

She lead the group into a supermarket. I hung at the back of the group, stuffing my hands into my pockets. I occupied myself by staring at the food on the shelves, as no one was bothering to speak to me.

"Are you okay?" A pale girl with long dark hair asked me.

She had stopped to talk to me with another girl who had curly dip dyed hair. They both had curvy bodies and were able to pull it off. I immediately envied them, as when I had a body like that I couldn't pull it off and was called fat everyday.