Ben
I had gotten my own place. A little two bedroom house. The master bedroom for my art, and the little one for me to sleep in. It's been weird having nobody around. I feel like besides class and Sarah, I don't really talk too much. Sometimes I don't remember what I sound like.
I try making a painting, but I end up fucking it up. I have a breakdown, lose my mind a little, then take a shot. My teacher seems to like the fucked up pieces I make.
I have to submit another piece for the art gallery. My second going in, and it's next week. I feel burnt out.
Weston
"Morning Ben, would you like to come over to my studio and discuss ideas for your gallery spot?".
Ben
"For sure. When would you like me over?".
Weston
"Lunch? I can make us up something".
Ben
"Sounds good to me".
I took a deep breath and looked at the four empty bottles of vodka in the corner. I had bought these within the last week or so. Every time I would look at them, I would hear Dr Saye telling me I'm an alcoholic. I think you could tell by the way I looked.
Who fucking cares? I love my life.
I couldn't think of anything still. I sat on my floor in silence for awhile, then I threw my empty van across the room. It was time for me to go to school. Most of the time I debated about dropping out.
I fucking hated wasting my time there. Especially since Lylah convinced me to go, that's what makes it worse. I only have till June left.
Ty
I woke up and got the kids ready to go for school. Jess had went to class early with Kyle, so I decided to help the kids get ready. Made breakfast, lunches, and make sure their bags were ready for them. There was nothing else to do. Life felt boring at this time.
Ava came downstairs, "Morning".
"Hey," I handed her a plate, "Hope it's good".
Ava smirked, "Looks like shit".
I smiled, "Thanks. Juli up yet?".
"I think so. He was hogging the bathroom and everything, something about his manhood".
I felt like throwing up, "Never tell me that again".
"What? Why? What's wrong with that?" Ava looked confused.
"He's jacking off".
Ava made a grossed out noise.
I laughed a little, "Now you know my suffering".
"I get to go to high school next year" Ava looked at me.
I nodded, "Yeah, you excited?".
"I guess".
"It sucked".
Ava groaned.
Juli came downstairs, "Breakfast?".
"Yep" I gave him a plate.
The two ate at the table, and they were pretty quiet. I decided to start cleaning. I wasn't very hungry, then again I never really was.
"Your bags are by the door. Make sure you guys have everything, lunches are in the fridge".
The two got up and got their bags ready.
"You guys want me to walk you?" I asked.
"No, I'm already excited to not what with this little shit. You think I'd wanna walk with you?" Ava looked at me.
