(HIIIII so i switched my ass up again, here's the thing i just posted:
"man.... feel something is getting more attention from season 2 than i thought... i'm gonna maybe keep it up, i mean its been up long enough what harm can it staying up do? idk i might carry on questions but i'm definitely trying to pour everything into quit! so :)
sorry for the switch up, i'm very all over the place when it comes to my writing (or... everything)love y'all"
i might take them down at some point, but for now i wanna let y'all read bc people are liking it again LMAO
just keep in mind i don't... love this book as much anymore and please read below
hiya.
i wanna unpublish this book.
especially now season 2 has given him sm character development, all my characters (especially pope ) don't feel right anymore.
pope was a bit rude at first bc 1) well he was the alt love interest so i wanted to use him to shape how jiara came together 2) he'd gone through some traumatic shit (well they all had) and that was how it effected him. you can kinda see the pope i used in s1 ep10 when he beats the shit out of someone and basically i thought that would be the start of a downward spiral so i continued it?
but idk i don't like what i did anymore.
plus if i did unpublish it- it's not like lots of people didn't get the chance to read it? though if i do unpublished it won't be for a few days maybe? since the new season came out i know people will be searching for shit to read.
some of it i am really proud of though! some lines i wrote with jiara still feel so good for me, but then some of it just... doesn't feel natural for them two, and the writing just isn't as mature as i'd like it to be? like it feels like some of the stuff i wrote at like 13 and i wanted this to be a new feel for me & my writing.
there is the question of what to do with questions- its part of the series, but it's not done. i really did want to get it done. there's no doubt i want to finish it, but neither is there one that i don't really want this book up anymore- but if i just keep questions up thats confusing?
i really am grateful for all fo you who've given me over 100,000 reads on here and i think its 27,000 on questions? (holy shit, right?)- it feels wrong just unpublishing bc that gets rid of all the comments etc if i were to even revamp and repost it, but maybe with season 2 its due a new life.
my third jiara book, "quit - jiara" isn't part of the series, i think i'll just pour my everything into that. not sure if i'll let how season two panned out change it at all but if it does i'll say that on that story
with all this in mind, i think i'd be happier if i do unpublished this- i know this is a long rant and maybe doesn't make sense but i'm gonna unpublish feel something and questions on august 5th. but you may see the return of questions or the end at some point
its's been an amazing ride for me, just wanted to have a little explanation to why for those of you who might care, especially if you've been here since the start.
look out for "quit - jiara" being updated! <3
love y'all (last time saying this here... ;(.. )
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feel something - jiara
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