Here you are sitting alone, in your English class, fidgeting slightly. Keigo isn't here. It's the first time he hasn't shown up to class. Well, to the ones you've attended anyways. Something's up. It's not like Mr.perfect to not show up to class.
Why are you even worrying about him? It's not like you're friends or anything. But still, you can't stop yourself from caring about him. He used to be your closest friend, after all, and to say he didn't have a small place in your heart would be a lie. No matter how much you deny it, you know you still care for him.
Maybe he's just avoiding you. It makes sense, considering all that happened between you and him, and you did notice that he hasn't made an effort to talk to you, usually keeping his distance and not sitting next to you like he used to.
To be honest, you don't care if he's ignoring you. All you want is some closure from him. Just something to let you know if he's ignoring you, or if he still actually cares. And if he doesn't, you will be fine. Things would be much easier that way, anyways. All you want is an answer.
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Class goes by a lot faster than usual, especially since you aren't paying much attention. It isn't long until you're back, making your way through the crowded hallways and staring at the ground, deep in thought. You're so stuck in your head that you don't even notice someone walking right towards you, bumping into them.
It's Rumi Usagiyama. Or how others call her, Miruko. She flashes you a grin, rubbing her head. "Oh, sorry. Didn't mean to bump ya."
Now, you don't have anything against Rumi, and you think she's a great person. It's just, she was the one who became best friends with Keigo after you left. After he lost interest in you. And you can't help but feel slightly jealous.
She's perfect for him since she's just like him. A student-athlete who's getting her doctorate in computer sciences. She's smart, and beautiful, and strong, and you're nothing like her. You are nothing compared to her. You're a mess, and she's perfect.
"You're fine. Have you seen Keigo?" You ask with a nervous chuckle.
"You two are still avoiding each other, huh?" She grins and oh god, does she know? They are very close, so it wouldn't surprise you if he told her. But that's still incredibly embarrassing.
You feel your face grow warm, trying to come up with something to say, babbling like an idiot. "Oh- Uhm- well, I-"
"He's in his dorm." She answers with a smirk, walking by and finishing the conversation for you, thankfully ending the awkward situation you got yourself into.
"Thanks!" You call after her, before heading off to go find his dorm.
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It's not difficult to find his dorm, especially considering that you've been there once to work on that project you had to do with him. The hard part is willing yourself to knock at the door, willing yourself to listen to Keigo explain why he doesn't want to be near you anymore. Willing yourself to let him leave you, so you can both finally move on with your lives.
Sucking in a breath, you walk over to the door, knocking on it a few times. Just rip it off, like a bandaid. You manage to tell yourself.
"Yeah?" Keigo responds, after a moment or so. "It's (y/n), can I come in?"
There's a long silence before you hear a few footsteps leading up to the door. Keigo opens it, stepping aside for you to walk in. He looks tired and is only wearing a tank top and sweatpants. Maybe he just needs a day off or something. Maybe you're overreacting. You really hope so.
It's quiet between you two, Keigo not even bothering to make any conversation, which is completely unlike him. The silence is starting to get to you, and you need to say something, anything to make it stop. "So, I noticed that you weren't at class today, and I was just wondering if everything was okay."
Keigo scoffed, shaking his head at you, and turning away. "Since when do you care?"
You take a small breath, looking over at him, seeing him glare right back. Yeah, he clearly isn't in the best mood right now. The soft part of you tells yourself that you should apologize, that you have no right to act this way towards him, and that's exactly what you do.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have treated you this way. I thought if I pushed you away, I wouldn't get hurt again." You explain, swallowing the lump in your throat.
"Not your fault. I was the one who hurt you. If I was more considerate of your feelings, we wouldn't be in this situation right now." Keigo shrugged, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
There's yet another long suffocating silence, and you try to find something else to talk about. Something else to focus on. "So, you're okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." He answers simply. "Okay, well, see you around."
You turn to the door, going to reach the knob, but stopping yourself at the last second. Turning back around, you face him, feeling the words resting in your throat like vomit. And it all comes up. "You know I loved you, right?"
"I know."
You look at him for a long couple of moments, before sighing and shaking your head, turning to leave. You should've never come here. You're such an idiot. Fuck closure. Fuck everything.
Suddenly, Keigo grabs your wrist, stopping you. He turns you back around, kissing you gently. You kiss him back, letting everything melt away. All your insecurities, all your self-doubts, all your problems. You let them dissipate into nothingness, only focusing and caring about Keigo's lips on yours.
His hand wanders down your body, giving your ass a small squeeze, making you realize what you're doing. What's happening? You're with Dabi now. You can't be doing this. It's wrong.
"I can't." You say, pulling away from Keigo, shaking your head. "We can't. I'm with Dabi now. I'm sorry."
"Seriously?" Keigo asks, and you nod, stepping away from him.
You don't want to see the rest of his reaction, and you don't, grabbing the doorknob and quickly dismissing him. "I should go. Goodnight, Keigo."
"(Y/n), wait-" He calls after you, but it's too late. You're already gone.
(A/N: Yeah more drama besties
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