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35. Broken

It was only a matter of time before you found out about Natsuo, and when you did, you completely lost it. Sobbing hysterically for hours on end, crying so much that you got dehydrated and sick, and could barely even move.

Just when Dabi was getting you back to normal, you had to find out, which is a pain. It's heartbreaking seeing you like this, and it's even worse when he can't calm you down. Sometimes, he has to slip some sleeping medicine into your drink.

He's tried everything, he's made you take your medicine, tried getting you to leave your dorm at least a few times a day, but you still stayed in the same broken state.

The only good thing he's gotten from it is how attached you've gotten to him. How you beg him to never leave you, to promise to be careful and safe.

During the nights, you can barely sleep without holding onto him, holding him tightly and sobbing against him, crying yourself to sleep. He lets you hold him, doing what he can to soothe you, rubbing your back, running his hands through your hair, and kissing you.

But sometimes, it can just be too much for him. Today, you've been exceptionally miserable, and he needs a break. Not to mention he needs to figure out what he's going to do about Natsuo, considering how the media's going crazy about his disappearance.

He's going to have to move his body again, and find him where he can never be found. In the meantime, he'll drop you off at the bar again, and have Shigaraki and Spinner look over you. Hopefully, that'll help you with your mental state. It did last time.

"I'll won't be back until late tonight. So you'll be staying with Spinner and Shigaraki for a while. If you need anything, text me okay? But don't be worried if I don't call back after a while." Dabi tells you, pressing a kiss to your lips.

"I love you." You whisper to him, trying to ignore the lump in your throat. "Love you too."

And with that, Dabi walks off, leaving you in the care of Spinner and Shigaraki.

--

With a sigh, you walk over to the bar, rummaging through the cabinets, and pulling out a bottle of Vodka. "Oh, hey, (y/n). I didn't see you there."

Spinner greets, and a ghost of a smile crossed your lips, before you open bottle and take a long swig. Dabi hasn't let you near any alcohol, so it feels nice to get something in your body. Something to help numb the aching pain in your mind and your heart.

"Hi, do you mind if I take this?" You ask, despite already taking two long drinks from the bottle. He shrugs in response. "Knock yourself out."

You follow Spinner into the gaming room, bottle of Vodka in hand. As you watch them play, you take long sips, feeling your head start to spin and your stomach grow queasy.

You don't care how hungover you're going to feel after this, you just want to forget for a while. Forget about everything, all the pain you feel, all the hurt, and just be numb.

"Uh, maybe you should slow down a bit." Spinner remarks, noticing you haven't even been here for thirty minutes and you're starting to get tipsy. "We're gonna be here for a while and I don't want to clean up any vomit, so-"

"Ugh, God, you worry to much, Spinner. I'll be fine." You tell him, giving his shoulder a playful push, giggling to yourself.

And you do feel fine. You feel a lot better than fine, actually. You feel great.

--

You've lost track of time once you've finished your bottle, and everything feels dizzy and fuzzy, and you can barely even watch the game Spinner and Shigaraki are playing, because it'll make you too nauseous.

Still, you want to drink more. You don't want to stop, until you've forgotten your own name. Until you've forgotten everything.

So, you stumble to your feet, trudging out to the door, almost falling over in doing so. Thankfully, Spinner catches you. "(Y/n), what're you doing?"

"Getting another drink. What're you doing?" You reply. "Are you sure that's a good idea? I mean, you can barely walk, and you're slurring all your words."

You roll your eyes, or do your best to, giving him a playful push, still leaning on him for support. "You're not my Dadddd. He abandoned me when I was twelve. If I wanna get fucked up, let me get fucked up."

"Yeah, Spinner she can make her own decisions. Let her drink." Shigaraki tells him. And so, Spinner reluctantly steps aside, following you out to the bar.

"Okay, fine. But you can only drink from shot glasses, and take one shot at a time." He tells you, trying to get you to slow down, looking for something that's much less strong than what you had before.

"Oh, I have a game. How about for every five kills me or Spinner gets, you take a shot." Shigaraki chimes in, following you out to the bar.

Spinner doesn't trust this. He doesn't like how enabling Shigaraki's being, nor does he like the sick gleam in his eye. He's planning something, but what?

"Oooh, that sounds fun. Let's do it."

--

Thanks to Shigaraki's little drinking game, you're completely wasted, sitting back on Spinner's beanbag chair, eyes fluttering slightly. But Shigaraki's still playing, wanting to get you more and more drunk.

"That's another five kills. Guess it's another round." Shigaraki says. "Dude, seriously?"

Spinner murmurs, gesturing to you, and how destroyed you are. But Shigaraki doesn't change. "Do it."

With a sigh, Spinner gets up, and walks out of the room, going to get yet another shot. You let out a small groan on response.

When Spinner comes back, Shigaraki's all over you, kissing you and groping you everywhere. You sloppily kiss him back, whimpering and moaning gibberish, and what he can make out as Dabi's name.

"What the fuck, Shigaraki? What are you doing?" Spinner pushes him off of you, helping you to your feet. He pulls down your shirt, which had been pulled over your bra, and your skirt which was also hiked up.

"What are you doing? Didn't you see I was having a moment here?" He hisses. "Dude, she's  wasted, and she doesn't even know who you are or what she's doing. She was saying Dabi's name, not yours. She's clearly not in shape for this. Get some help."

With that, Spinner slams the door, walking out of the bar with you. He helps you into the car, buckling you into the back seat.

Yeah, it's time for you to go home.

(A/N: Yeahhh Shigi's in trouble...

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