"I want smone to take care of me and love me forever, like-like a forever thing, not till death, till heaven."
~ Chung ja
I will take care of u forever, not even death can break our love apart. Even in heaven and m...
------------------------------------------------------------- "If you are sad, just think that you are investing your happiness by using the whole sadness for your future happiness" -Unknown --------------------------------
Chung ja POV
On the rooftop, i was glancing the busy city, which had lights glowing, making it look like a Christmas tree with a touch of light decoration around it.
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Looking at it brought happy memories...with the sad ones. Sometimes i wish i could have a door with a lock and lock all these bad memories in a door, away from all the happy memories.
It's been months since i have last seen mom dad and oppa. Although i see him a lot in tv but that doesn't change the fact that its been so long since i have last seen him, physically.
Thinking about everything, not realising for how much long i was staring at the city and standing at the same place.
I checked the time. I couldn't see it first because it was a bit blur due to the tears in my eyes. It read 9:17pm.
'Shit, i came here at 7:30' i thought and rushed back to the studio.
My mind flooded with ideas and i finished the beats with lyrics some time. I checked the time....12:23 am it read.
Where people take days, some take months; i finished this song in not more than 3hrs.
I patted my own back with a smile.
I saved that in my computer and put the lyrics in my folder.
I have so many books of songs written by me, but i never thought of using them in our album as they are from the time, since when i was a kid and was immature.
I was alone other than some staff people. I had to go to scho-
'SHIT!! I had homework!!!!!'
I rushed back to the dorm, using my cycle. I am not eligible to drive anything other than cycle so its not like i had an option.
To be honest, i would have had most likely skipped my homework if it wasn't for me bieng a....nerdy type you can say. But i could also skip homework because our school knows that idols hardly have any time.
But i am a studious type of student you can say. Good marks, never had detention, never had a complaint, always home work complete.
This maybe made me the main reason for my best friends to go against me, but i also had dreams like going to a good University, having a job.
But becoming a trainee and all happened so fast, that i forgot what all dreams and people i will be leaving behind.
Although i cant have any job like a normal person in the future, but i can go to my dream uni tho.
I reached the dorm door. I started searching for the keys in my bag, but they were not there.
