I don't know if you to hear this
But I need you to hear this
I don't know if anyone's listening
Lately it's hard to know
I don't know if this is who I am
Guess it is
Feels familiar
Complicated patterns
If I collapse
If I fall apart here and now
I'll do it silently
I don't want-
I-
I'd hoped I was passed this
Turns out I was wrong
I'm trying to do better
And yet I just feel like,
Here and now,
Everything's failing
But I guess it's fine
No need to wonder
To worry
If you're reading this
Then I suppose
You'll see
Until then
I don't know what I'll do
I'm not here mentally
I'm somewhere far away
Between us
I'm tucked away somewhere in a corner
Not in the right mindset to live this life
I tried I wished
And yet and yet
Nothings changed
And there's nothing left here for me to say
Because it's all been done
And it's all been said
And besides
Everything just feels so wrong
Here and now
So I'll be silent
And it took me writing these words to realize notice
But it's not hopeless
Not quite
Breathe-
It's not over
It's not hopeless
I'll be here for you if you need me to be
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I-I needed to write this. Right now I'm full of lots of uncertainty but I hope later I can look back and be in a better place mentally.
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The Unpublished Poems
PoetryMore original poetry by me about life, struggle, hope, pain, good and bad. Anything that inspires me. None of these poems have ever been published before. "File:ORANGE Wattpad Horizontal Logo.jpg" by DesignStudio is licensed under CC BY-SA 4.0
