( Hey guys ive decided even though i have goast readers there are a couple of people who arnt, ive decided to continue the story. I would appriciate if you could give me feedback it makes me want to write more.)
1 year has passed. 1 year since my whole family passed. 1 year since I started dating Zayn. 1 year .
Your probably wondering what has happened in the last year. Right? Well, let me explain..
Me and Zayn are very happy together! We have had our bad times in this last year but, everything is mainly good for the biggest part. Anna and Harry ended up dating. They are doing good but right now there are away in New York , Anna has a fashion line. She's doing very well. Adrianna is still my manager. Also Zayn moved in with me, and Anna moved out with Harry. We live 5 mineutes away now. But its all good! I never went looking for Eva, I decided to just let it go. Not that much has happened. Oh and for the boys, well there still the boys..
Today is New Years. Did i forget to tell you I acidentally slipped to Zayn that i "Loved him" ? Yeah this all happened 5 minuetes ago. He looks a little shocked.
"Zayn, say something I just confessed that i loved you." I said sitting on the couch next to him, his arm moving from behind my back.
"Julia, i don't think you ment it."
"Are you kidding, you don't think i ment it? Zayn, love is a big word, it's not something I just slipp out to people when I feel like it!"
He looked confused. Confussed? Why.
"Listen Julia. We have only been together for a year. That's not long enough for me to love you!" He said rudely.
"Maybe this was a mistake." I said.
"What's a mistake?" He asked.
" Us. I mean we've been together for 1 whole year and four months and nothing has really changed between us. You don't even love me back." I said, getting up from my chair and heading to my room.
"Maybe your right Julia. Maybe we should just throw away our relationship. I mean, don't get me wrong your a great beautiful girl, but it's not working. I am a popstar and i can't be dating someone who has been a mess for the last year."
That last part was all it took for me to go crazy..
"A mess for the last year? REALLY ZAYN! Maybe i am a fucking mess because my mom, dad, and two brothers died. All in the same month. Maybe I am a MESS because i was forced to move to California and leave my home and friends behind! THATS WHY I AM A MESS! Fucking retard."
"Julia I am sorry! I didn't mean what i said. I just I over reacted. Please forgive me babe." He brushed my arm up and down.
"Zayn, give me some space. I think it's best we take a break, it's just not working out right now..."
I said. He looked supprised and dissapointed. I was too but this is the Rollercoaster that is life. Right?
We havn't been as close as we were when he asked me out or those nights and days after Grams funeral.
He left slamming the door, mad. I went in my room and closed the door.
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Frozen(EDITING)
Roman pour Adolescents" You want a love that consumes you. You want passion. An Adventure. And even a little bit of danger." He said stepping closer to me. I don't know this man but for some reason i wasn't scared. He didn't know me, but he knew exactly what i wanted...
