Written In Reverse

Part 29

DEANNA'S POV

I turned on the shower and let the cold water wash over me.

Gusto kong suntukin ang pader sa galit.

Panira moment talaga ang Lexie na yon! Tangina!

I took deep breaths and tried to calm myself.

I gotta admit, I did overreact.

Tuluyan ko munang pinakalma ang sarili ko bago ako lumabas ng CR.

Jema was sitting on the bed. Naka sandal yung likod nya sa mga unan.

"Hey, you" lambing ko sa kanya and hugged her pero tumalikod ito sa akin.

"I'm sorry b. Takot lang kasi akong may mang agaw sayo" pagpapatuloy ko.

"Don't you trust me?"

"Of course, I do. I just got so intimidated. I'm sorry, dapat di ako nagpadala."

"Ayoko ng ma ulit ang dati Deanna. Kung mag aaway lang din tayo ng mag aaway, then let's just stop this now" pagbabanta ni Jema.

My heart sank with those words.

"No baby. Hindi na. Promise I will try to tell you everything so we can talk about it, okay?"

"Okay." she said hesitantly.

Inangkin kong muli ang mga labi nya. I can't lose this again. I can't lose her again.

"I love you so goddamn much, it hurts"

"I love you too, baby" Jema answered.

We gave each other a knowing look.

We both know kung saan patungo to.

Kaya naman ginalingan ko talaga ang performance ko. I gave Jema multiple orgasms.

Papagurin ko sya araw araw para wala na syang energy pansinin yung Lexie na yun.

The next day, same routine na naman ako. I woke up early para mamalengke.

Before I reached the exit, sinalubong naman ako ng taong pinakaiinisan ko ngayon.

"Hey, Deanna right?"

"Yes, Deanna. Jema's-" di na ako nakatapos because she interrupted me.

"Yeah, I know who you are. Honestly, it wasn't that hard to find out. I've stalked Jema before and you guys have a pretty impressive fan base." she said condescendingly na parang nakakatawang may fans kami ni Jema.

Eh alam nya naman pala eh! Ba't pa nagtatanong. Bwesit talaga!

"Look, I'm sorry about last night. That was uncalled for" she explained.

"Okay." Sabi ko at tatalikod na sana pero nagsalita na naman sya.

"But I think we can both agree that Jema is one of a kind and she deserves the best, right?"

"Yeah, so?"

Where is she going with this?

"Well, I could ACTUALLY give her that. I could give her a good life. Like a really really good one. She can have all the finer things in life if she's with me."