51. I love you teddy!

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It's been a week since the horrific night and since then every day felt like a struggle for me to sleep, to wake up to do anything for that matter. I craved his touch, his presence I wanted my teddy.

I came out of my thoughts as I heard knocking on the door and Duncan's soothing voice on the other end.

“ baby girl, please open the door ” he begged. Every day he came up to my door begging me to open the door, or at least eat something. He tried negotiating with me, but I was stern about my decision I never even responded. He even promised to get my friends to meet me.

After a while of trying and failing he would rest against my door falling asleep and walking away after a while.

He never let me sleep alone at night, though it meant he had to sleep on the cold hard floor next to my door.

I have never felt this miserable in my entire life, gosh I cursed and wished every day that I did not see what I saw or hoped I would forget that part so that I could go back to living normally with my teddy.

Every day I had a debate with myself whether to try and escape or stay the same way. Finally deciding to escape I drafted a plan, every day I watched Duncan leave the house and marked the time and how long it took for him to come.

So after ten minutes of Duncan leaving the house, I opened the door walking towards the kitchen first two days, the guards stationed at my door followed me close behind, getting annoyed and knowing I wouldn't be able to formulate my plan if they followed me I blackmailed them about telling their boss they wouldn't allow me to eat.

Scared about the consequences they would have to face they stopped following, I felt like a bitch but the look on their face was worth it, looking at such strong men scared was weirdly satisfying.

So like every other day today, I watched through the window as Duncan left the house. Quickly I changed into my joggers, I wore my bag on the front side and a black hoodie over it which had large pockets that could easily fit anything into it, wearing on my jogging shoes. I prepared myself to escape. I closed my eyes telling a small prayer. I opened the door walking out casually. As if I wasn't going to escape today. The guards looked at me I just smiled at them. I headed towards the kitchen, I opened the fridge, pulling my hoodie forward I opened my bag filling it with food and few bottles of water I immediately closed the zip setting my hoodie properly. I looked around seeing that the guards weren't looking I tiptoed walking towards the door, I opened it shutting the door locking it so that the guards wouldn't follow me.

I smiled out in relief as I inhaled the fresh, cold winter air, it felt like freedom.

I quickly pulled out the bag from under the hoodie, carrying it on my back, I looked around seeing no one, I started rushing towards the main road, the dried fallen leaves scrunching up under my feet, making loud noises in the quiet surroundings. As I made my way to the road, a car pulled over, the bright headlights blinding me.

My mouth widened as Duncan walked out of it “ baby girl? ” he questioned.

I took tiny steps backward, focusing my sole attention on him, while his attention was on me. I started sweating badly, feeling scared. I couldn't be captured again.

Duncan had a sad look on his face, taking tiny steps forward.

“ Why are you out my love ?” he questioned, standing still thinking of a valid explanation so that I wouldn't be dragged back in.

“ I uh wanted ice cream,” I said,  happy with my answer I kept repeating it.

“ but there is already ice cream,” he said running his hands through his hair.

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