Nikkolai
I took a two day leave, and went to Cagayan, I am determined to know my past now after seeing that photo. Di ko sinabing nakita ko 'yon, I acted normal and didn't confront her, beside it was only a picture, maraming ibig sabihin 'yon and my interpretation might be wrong. My only question is that why does she act like she didn't know me at all.
Nakarating ako sa Cagayan at nagtungo sa ospital kong saan dapat ako lilipat noon, I asked my lola about this.
Di ko alam kong may makukuha akong impormasyon pa rito because everything can change. I entered the hospital, it is well-improved compared to the picture my lola sent me. I met with the director, she was happy seeing me again, healthy and well after the news about me waking up broke out.
We had a coffee and little conversation bago ko inilabas ang tunay kong intensiyon kong bakit ako naririto, nagulat pa siyang malaman na may amnesia ako.
"Well, I don't know a lot, aside from your monthly donations here with you're co-resident, Dr. Hans." sagot niya sa tanong ko. I heard that Hans kay Krystal, kaibigan ko daw siya dati.
"Oh..." sagot ko, a little bit disappointed.
"Oh and well, madalas ka na rin sa pagpunta rito noon, after one of your co-resident too was transferred here, same department rin ata kayo, she was from the neuro department sa hospital niyo rin, why don't you ask her instead, last time I checked she's a neurosurgeon na sa hospital niyo." dagdag niya, nag angat naman ako ng tingin.
"She?" tanong ko.
"Yes, she, Si Dra.Li." sagot niya.
I know it, she's hiding something.
"Do we have a relationship by chance?" I desperately asked her.
"Uh...that thing...di ko lang alam, I am not really sure, But i know someone who might know, yung isa naming psychologist dito, si Dra. Grace but unfortunately, matagal na siyang umalis rito." sagot niya.
With that information, I went home after thanking Dra. the information is sufficient even if it was still incomplete.
Dumiretsyo ako sa bahay at nadatnan si Krystal sa sala, she was alone. Tumingin ito sa akin at tinaasan ng kilay.
"Saan ka galing?" tanong nito.
"Cagayan." sagot ko, napatigil naman siya at umiwas ng tingin, I know she knows something too. Nilapitan ko siya at umupo sa kabilang coach, tinitigan ko siya hanggang sa di niya ito nakayanan.
"Ano?" tanong nito sa akin.
"Anong relasyon ko kay Dra.Li?" deritsyo kong tanong, nakita ko naman siyang tumikhim at nag iwas ng tingin.
"Alam mo ikaw, mag pa therapy ka na kasi, if you want your old memory that bad, I suggest you to see a therapist, hindi yung kung ano-ano ang nakakalap mo dyan,pinapahirapan mo lang sarili mo." she answered instead.
"You didn't answer my question." seryosong saad ko.
Bumuntong hininga naman ito bago siya tumingin sa akin."You really want to know?"
"I am desperate dahyun." madiin na sagot ko.
"Fine, you're deeply in love with her, siya ang rason kung bakit ka dapat pupunta ng Cagayan nung gabi kung saan ka na aksidente. Masaya ka na?" sagot nito sa akin at umalis.
My head starts to hurt, napadapa ako sa sahig, and the next thing I know, I woke up in the hospital bed, deja vu.
"Andrei, gwaenchana?" my mom asked very worried. Tumango naman ako at ngumiti ng tipid sa kanya.
"I'm glad to hear that son." naririto din pala ang tatay ko.
"Sigurado ka bang di na masakit ulo mo?" my mom asked again.
"Hmm." I assured her and held her hands.
Pare pareho naman kaming tumingin sa pinto nang bumukas ito, it's my Doctor. She greeted my parents before proceeding in discussing my conditions. She suggested that I better see a therapist, I think they're right, kailangan ko ata talaga ng therapy.
I'll get back to you Li, konti nalang maaalala ko na ang lahat, all the missing pieces of my memory will be whole soon.
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sorry for the short update. skol stuffs huhu :<
