37) Clay... im so sorry

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Tuesday (23:10)

"Your decision... to marry me." He said plainly.

"What?? No!" I said as I tried pulling my hand away from him but utterly failed as he held on tighter.

It was silent for a while before he spoke up again.

"That guy you were with... Clay is his name isn't it?" He said making me freeze.

"H- how do you..?"

"I've been watching you y/n. I know that you got kicked out of your apartment. Such a shame isn't it? Even though you had until the end of the day right? Strange isn't it~?" He let out a smirk.

"You..you didn't..." I said shocked

"Oh but i did. I paid off the owner to kick you out." He said

"YOU JERK" I yelled trying to free my hand from his grasp again but he ended up pushing me against the wall of a building.

"Y'know I have the ability to ruin his life." He said talking about Clay.

Which I knew was true. He had so much money.. he could practically do anything he wanted.

He could hurt Clay...

"So I ask you again. Marry me. Or else everyone you care for will live a miserable life. Do you really want to be the reason they suffer? What could you possibly bring to them anyway? You've brought them nothing but problems. But with me, you'll have everything you could ever want~ and more~" he whispered into my ear

I didn't say anything. I couldn't say anything. He was right.

I've been such a nuisance to everyone. If I marry him I'd leave them alone and I'd live a sustainable life. Plus I don't really have a choice. If I say no, who knows what would happen to clay or zack. Or even Drista. No...I couldn't let anything happen to them. And if this was the price to pay then so be it.

"So..?" He said

As much as it pained me to say. I think this is for the best.

"okay." I whispered

"What? Speak up" he said

"Okay." I said again

"Good girl~" he said and grabbed something from his pocket.

He got on one knee and opened a box with a beautiful diamond ring in it.

"Marry me y/n" he said

I was on the verge of tears.

Obviously not tears of joy but tears of heartbreak. Knowing that whatever me and Clay had or had just started to have will be broken in these next few seconds.

"Okay." I said again, not being able to say anything else.

I took the ring from the box and put it on my finger. Andrew got up and kissed me.

He parted from the kiss and whispered in my ear. "You're mine now."



Wednesday (7:45)

I was on my way to the fulldrives house feeling completely and utterly destroyed.

It felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest just from the thought of having to leave Clay and Zack without being able to say goodbye.

I couldn't force myself to say goodbye to them.

What I could do now was try to get Clay to hate me so that leaving would be easier.

But with that I have to pretend like the kiss we had didn't even happen, which is something I didn't want to do.

I really didn't want to leave him but I needed to in order for nothing bad to happen to him or his family.

I soon got into the house and started making breakfast.

Just..pretend nothing happened. That's all.

A couple minutes go by and I hear footsteps coming from the entrance of the kitchen.

Without turning around, I knew it was Clay.

"Good morning y/n" he said in his regularly cheery voice

"Good morning mr. Fulldrive. Breakfast will be ready in about 10 minutes. Would you like a glass of cold water while you wait?" I said hoping to drive away from yesterday's events.

"Um.. no I'm good thanks." He said and I could feel him staring at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked concerned

"Yes, why wouldn't I be?" I asked confused.

"Nothing you just.. you just didn't call me Clay.." he said simply

"Are you okay? Did I do something? Was it because of yester-" he said but was cut off as Drista came into the kitchen.

"Mmm smells good!! Good mornin y/n!" She said and walked over to get a glass of juice.

"Good morning. Breakfast is ready so I'll set it down on the table for you both to eat." I said and continued with my tasks.

It hurt me so much to ignore clay like this. To ignore the obvious question that we both had in our minds "what are we now?"

The rest of the day was hell.

Clay would come up to me and try to make conversation but I would knock it down with a "I'm a bit busy right now," or a "we can talk later"

I hated being so rude and cold to him. It wasn't like me at all. But this is what needed to be done so that he wouldn't miss me when I leave.

Before I knew it the day was practically over and was getting my stuff to leave.

"Y/n." Clay said making me flinch

"Yes? Do you need anything before I leave?" I said hoping he didn't want to talk about anything else.

"Yes I do as a matter of fact." He said crossing his arms

"I need you to be honest with me. I know-" He said but was once again cut off by my phone ringing.

Thank God.

I looked at the caller ID and it was Andrew...

No.

he made me put his number on my phone so that he could call me whenever he needed me.

Nonetheless I used this as an excuse to leave the conversation. I didn't have the strength to tell Clay that I don't love him when I do.

"I've got to go. It's an emergency." I said and bolted out the door.

I answered the call from Andrew.

"Hey, I moved all your stuff to my place."

"What!?" I said in shock

Everything was moving so fast.

"Yeah so you'll just be living with me from now on. It'll be easier to know where you are"

And with that he ended the call.

I can't do this. I really can't.

Even when I thought my heart couldn't break into any more pieces...it did.

Clay...I'm so sorry.

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A/N: EYO WHAT THE HECK!??? WE ARE ALMOST AT 10 K VIEWSSSS LIKE BRUH WE HAD 5 K LIKE 2 DAYS AGOO YALL ARE EPIC. I cranked out this chapter today so I'm sorry if it's kinda trashy. I just got motivation to write since y'all are reading my story so yea XDD thank you all for the support I love u all. 💛💛✨✨✨🤩🤩

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