IM SORRY I SHOULD UPDATE HEAVEN OFFICIALS CALAMITY BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO IM SO SORRY
anyways wangxian angst
Based on a song (clingy boy sticking for 15 years)
On the first year I wrote poems to you obsessively
Day and night, to the point where my ink wasn't enough.
I couldn't think about anything else
I hope this letter reaches you well
On the second year I remained the same
I continued writing to you obsessively, day and night
To the point I didn't notice the Jingshi was burning down
When I noticed all I had was the collar of my robes.
On the third year I had become a natural at this
I showed my brother one of my works
He decided to post it on the announcement board
And all of the sudden everyone wanted to talk to me
On the fourth year my brother asked me if I wanted to write a book
I said yes, so we published it together.
In no time I had earned enough money and fame
That I could leave the Cloud Recesses and cultivation altogether
On the fifth year I became a professional poet
Really popular among young women who thought I was pretty
But the me who only thought of you
Thought they all looked like radishes grown in my backyard
On the sixth year my body stopped working
I'd written over 2000 poems to you already.
My back felt like it was on fire all the time
It felt like not a single bone of mine wasn't broken
On the seventh year I finally recovered
Oh what should I compare you to today?
The brightest red flower that blooms in the snow?
Or the moon that pierced through the night that was me?
On the eighth year nothing had change.
Oh what should I compare you to today?
The wind that blows past the white clouds?
Or the sound of flute among a light rain in the night.
On the ninth year something happened to me
Apparently I had banged my head really badly
I couldn't even remember my own name
All that I knew was that I really admired you.
On the tenth year and eleventh year my memories were still gone
I still remembered that I loved you
Every day I would still write to you until midnight
All I'm hoping for is for your reply
On the twelfth year and the thirteenth too
My memory still eludes me
I still really, really liked you
Because otherwise what did I have?
On the fourteenth year I still couldn't recall
Anxiety and sadness plagued me everyday
If even a glance I wanted to see you
If even a single phrase I wanted to say to you
On the fifteenth year I finally remembered
And when I understood why I got no reply
I collapsed onto the ground and loudly cried
Because fifteen years ago you already died.
Using my love for you to write poems
If I stack them all together will they reach you someday?
It's been 16 years now
And still no reply
YOU ARE READING
mxtx crack
Randommostly just the demonic trio being crackheads, but there is some non demonic trio chilling too, and some random oneshots
