Don't Play With Me (Book 2, My Mistakes)

Chapter 29

** a few days later **

** Katrina's P.O.V **

I check my voice-mail, it was from Zasha. I sigh and listen to it, I was back in Russia and Janet and I were still divorced, I had to act like I hated her.

"Katrina Janet still hasn't woken up, we're all worried about her. We think she'll wake up if you come back here and talk to her, you have to come back or she'll die" Zasha's voice-mail said

I text her, my text read: "Zasha I don't care, like I said I don't love Janet anymore"

"Katrina I know that's a lie" Zasha answers

"Niet it's the truth, now I have to get back to work. I'll text you later I have a lot of paperwork to file and a few tasks to assign" I text back

"Fine, be stubborn Katrina. But you're going to regret this" Zasha answers

"Oh I can't wait for that day 🙄" I text back

"I'm serious, one day you're going to need us" Zasha answers

"I NEVER SAID I DIDN'T NEED YOU ZASHA" I text back

"Katrina how long have we been friends?" Zasha asks

"Since we started spy training together, why?" I ask

"Well you're not the same person I became friends with back then, you're differnt" Zasha answers

"Of course I'm the same person!" I protest

"No, you're really not. I'm going to go try an wake Janet up, you can get back to your job. I'll talk to you later, goodbye Katrina" Zasha answers

"Talk later Zasha" I answer

I start singing as I do my work, it always helped me focus better.

" 🎶 Girl I sent you like 7 texts, you didn't reply that's okay I guess. You found a guy? I'm not impressed. You wasted my time onto the next, da.

Your worlds gonna crash down, Now that I'm not in it gee I do not care where your at now, da I'm happy we ended.

My music is dark my life ain't pretty, never had friends not a family really. Just me and my thoughts and they always stick with me, if my head is down it's cause I'm overthinking.

Nobody gets me but you, you give me meaning. So I was happy when you started to see me, girl we were so perfect I gotta be dreaming till I woke up like why the fuck did you leave me?

I met this girl named Janet I thought she was real, thought she loved me thought she cared how I feel. Just to find out she doesn't, she wasn't the one. I wonder if you think of me still? She probably doesn't but fuck her I'm gone. I texted my heart you didn't text me at all, you just sit with your friends while your ripping the bong till you lay in bed empty listenen to my songs.

I was there for you when you had no one involved, I wanted to heal and mend all of your scares. I flew you out I hated being apart so you would move here and da that's what I thought till you lie to me, so I called it off. But then I came back as my love was too strong, so now you ignore me I just wanna talk. You won't answer my calls dummy look who you lost.

It's fine, I don't give a damn no more. Don't really care if you're a fan no more, you're a person that I hate and can't stand no more. The best girl you ever had you can have no more because of you I'm not the person that I am no more I'm so done and just no upper hands no more when time passes I bet that you won't laugh no more you're nothing you're not apart of my plans no more I

Gave you all I had and more, you were the one that I adored, till you show me who you really were, now I don't give a fuck. Said we'd be friends after our split, you lied so your words don't tell me shit. This ain't you you make me sick, now I don't give a fuck.