Don't Play With Me (Book 2, My Mistakes)

Chapter 64

** Zasha's P.O.V **

I start to stir awake, I had fallen asleep a few hours ago. I had only gotten a few hours of sleep each night, I missed Katrina too much...

I noticed Evelyn still sleeping next to me, I nuzzle closer to her body and burry my face into her chest and breathe in her sweet scent of watermelon. It was so loving, so comforting...

"Mmmmphhhhhhhh" I mumble as I allow my body to go limp, I was exhausted...

I stayed this way for a while, I then grab my phone and click on videos Katrina and I had made together... I laugh slightly as I watch Katrina flip a bowl from the cabinet onto her head, she was so funny...

I place my phone back down after a few hours, I decided to go back to sleep... well at least try...

Zasha's dream

I notice someone sitting on the edge of a cliff, the person had a familiar toque on. I quickly rush over, I place my hand onto the person's shoulder. The person spins around, they glare at me.

"Katrina!!" I exclaim happily as I hug her

"I.. I thought you were dead..." I admit as I hold onto her

"I am dead, and it's all your fault. I died for you!! And what did I save you for? I saved you for you to do a good job!!! But instead you leave a cripple! You've failed me!!" Katrina yells

"I..I'm sorry..! I didn't want to be crippled..! P..please come back..!" I beg

"It's YOU'RE fault I'm dead! Even if I could come back I wouldn't because then I'd have to see you!" Katrina yells

"Katrina niet..! P..please forgive me..!!" I beg

"You don't deserve my forgiveness!! You deserve to be alone and suffer! Forever!!" Katrina yells as she jumps off the cliff

I bolt up, Evelyn was sleeping but she had her arms around me. I sigh as I nuzzle up against Evelyn, I needed my life to be completed again.. but right now I only felt like half a person.. I felt... different..

"She's right... it's all my fault..." I sigh as I start to tear up

"Zasha..? Why are you awake so early..? You've never been a morning person..?" Evelyn asks as she stretched her arms

"I don't sleep much anymore..." I admit as I wipe the tears from my eyes

"What's wrong..?" Evelyn asks as she wraps her arms around me and pulls me close to her chest

"It's all my fault..." I sigh as I start crying into Evelyn's chest

"Hey now don't think that way, it's not your fault... Zasha you didn't force Katrina to do what she did she did it out of love, and although you can't bring her back you can always enjoy the memories you have" Evelyn answers

"I.. I need some air.." I sigh as I stand up and limp out of the door

I limp into the woods, I sit down on a large Boulder. I sigh as I glance up at the sky, the stars were still out considering it was only 5:30 a.m.

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO IT KATRINA?! WHY?!?" I yell as I bang my fists on the large Boulder

"Hello Zasha, what are you doing out here?" I hear a familiar voice ask