Fix me or I'll break • Caswen story

Part 1

Tw // Depression - susicde - offensive slurs - and child ab**e in this story

Morning time
Ricky POV
Ricky woke up to the groaning sound of his alarm clock. He got up with his feet pulling him down and got ready before he got yelled at . He was rushing down the stairs as missed a step and tripped over the stairs. Then he came down stairs with a angry face
Todd: WTF CAN YOU NOT DO ANYTHING RIGHT
Ricky: Maybe cause ur here😑
Todd pushed him down to the floor
Lynne came from the bathroom
Lynne: wtf is going on here
Todd: R r Ricky started yelling at me for no reason and tried to hit me
Ricky: WHAT THATS BULLSHIT!
Lynne: RICKY HOW MANY TIMES CAN YOU NOT GET IN TROUBLE.. Go!
Ricky started tearing up and got his razor and started slitting his wrist twice
Ricky voices in head; Maybe do it! No one wants you

@ school
Ricky got to school
He walked slowly and ofc couldn't do that right as he bumped into hell
??: Well well look who's here cause nothing good for himself
Ricky: so insulting ur self ej now..
Ej: WATCH IT BOWEN! I can ruin your life in one easy snap.
Ricky: WELL DO IT ! I FU**ING DARE YOU
Ej started getting furious and pushed him. RICKY PUSHED HIM and they started throwing fist at each other... obviously Ej was winning . Ashlyn saw and pulled her cousin away from Ricky with big red pushing Ricky away.
Ashyln: What is y'all's problem. Can you not go a day without causing a scene
Ej: ask Bowen to stop being a p**sy and getting on my fucking nerves. He's useless here, ANYWHERE!
Ricky POV: I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH
Big red: let's go to class you two
Ej gave him a glare and walked off

6th peridod
Ricky walks into stem and sees the kid who almost beat him up. None other then caswell
Ricky: Umm mr. mazzara what is he doing here
Mr.mazzara : oh he transferred in this class. Something about it he need a assistant a student with something like that
Ricky: oh fuck no!
Ricky just ignored him and sat in his seat then he sat next to him
Ricky: Um tf are you doing.
Ej: can't you see r-slur(No offense to anyone with disabilities I love you guys)... I sit here.
Mr.Mazzara : what's going on here?
Ricky: why does he have to sit next to me
Mr.mazzara: well as you can see Bowen your desk is the only open desk
Ricky now realize and says in his head " shit"
Ej: yeah Bowen now it stuck with me😏
Ricky kicked him in the groin and Ej punched his arm
While Ricky was in the pain in his arm Ej noticed a little blood coming down Rickys arm but didn't think anything of it

End of period
Ricky walks out and lily comes out and surprises him
Lily: hi babe
Ricky: ofc you come in and ruin the happy moment..
Lily: oh come on babe
Lily squeezes his arm so he can say it
Ricky: b b babe l l let me go
Lily: ok. All simple word.
Ricky: you don't even like me! It just using me for your benefit
Lily: and I'll expose if you don't continue being with me !
Ricky: y y You can't my mom gonna kill me.
Lily: which is why you're staying with me
Lily forcefully kissed him me Ricky tired pushing away but hard to move
Ricky: lily please! Let me go
Lily: ok fa****. Lily let go of him