Fix me or I'll break • Caswen story

Part 2

Next day at 6th period
Ricky sits down and mumbles under his breath of his horrible morning. He almost thought of killing himself at lunch but too many people around him. He really ready to fuck up. He couldn't deal with this BS !
Ricky: Mr.mazzara. Can I go to the bathroom please
Mr.mazzara: ok be quick
Ricky left the room to the bathroom and started having a breakdown. Literally wanted to end everything. No gives a f for him. No would even notice I can't do even simple sh**
Voices from his head: do it! Do it no one cares for you. You ruin everything.
Mr mazzara was in his class and realized that Ricky isn't back yet.
Mr.mazzara: Ej can you please check on Ricky. Make sure he's ok please.
Ej: ugh do I have to
Mr.Mazzara: Umm let me think about that. YES
EJ grunts and went to the bathroom there he saw the boy crying having a razor in his slitting himself
Ej: UMM RICKY 😟
Ricky looked up and saw the older boy up
Ricky: go away caswell. Its clear yourhere to make fun of me! You don't care about me
Ej: I care enough for you not to cutting yourself
Ricky: and what makes you think you understand the shit I go through every day! Your part of the FUCKING PROBLEM! Literally tormented me Since 9th grade! FUCK you! Fuck my GF fuck my mom and her bf! Fuck life!!!
Ej didn't realize that he was hurting Ricky inside and out. He feels bad

Ricky just sits there crying letting all of the emotions. Ej grabs Ricky and pulls him to the sink counter
Ej looks into the boys eyes. He looks very hurting and pain
Ricky: w w w what are you doing picking me up to help me kill myself
Ej: No Ricky! I'm sorry! You're right a fucking asshole!! I can't even tell when people are hurting! I know what it's like losing someone from sucide! I don't want to be the one who pushes you off the edge! Please Ricky stay! I'll promise to be better person! I swear I'll DO ANYTHING FOR YOU NOT TO FEEL LIKE THE PIECE OF SHIT I AM! Please give me a FUCKING CHANCE! 😢
Ricky stood in mood seeing Ej like that he quickly hugged Ej with his arms over him and crying in his shoulder.
Ej: come on clean you up and head to class

Ricky and Ej head back to class and they surprisingly got along and end of class for the last period.
Ej: see you later Bowen
Ricky: yeah ok!
Ej left and Ricky realize his mistake of becoming friends with Ej, he can't risk finding him out his secret.
Lily came behind and scared the crap out of him
Ricky: OW wtf lily
Lily: I'm sorry it very stiff
Ricky: wonder why
Lily kissed him and hugged him
Ricky: ugh your sophicating me
Lily: saw you with Ej. Y'all would be cu-
Ricky covered her mouth
Ricky: I swear lily if you don't
Lily: don't do what , I can ruin you in a minute
Ricky: lily please I finally feel better that me and Ej are in good terms. Don't fuck it up for me!
Lily; ugh Ricky your so annoying. Fine but tmr eating lunch together