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Han Jisung, broken and suicidal.
"I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong"
What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping...
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I've been pretty stressed out cause of studies then everything in Ncity is falling apart, and Lucas is my ult bias so I really dunno- I'm still neutral, waiting for some sort of confirmation from either side.
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"PFFFT Whaaaaa- How did you even come to that conclusion?" laughed Nikki.
"I dunno, you two seemed so close and everything"
"Heyyyy" -she nudged my arm- "Just cause we're close friends doesn't mean we're dating"
After several small talks like these, the four drove back. I tilted my head up so I could see the sky painted with blues, yellows, and pinks. The breeze was cool and it tickled my skin as it blew by.
Soon enough, we had dropped off Edward and Nikki. When it was my time to leave, Minho pecked my cheeks, chin, nose, forehead and then finally let himself enjoy the end prize of my lips, where he placed a loving kiss.
I wanted to go and sleep at his house but I was too embarrassed to ask. In the end, I ended up going to my house and him his own.
I took a long warm shower to soothe the pain in my legs from walking all day. I climbed onto my bed and dried my hair using a towel, the annoying sound of notifications from my phone blaring again and again. I laid flat on my stomach and opened kakao talk.
Take me with y'all to therapy (999+ unread messages)
Minnie <3 (4 unread messages)
Sugar Daddy (1 unread message)
Minjiah
Hyuka
I opened the first one to see Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin's spam messages in our group chat.
Felix= WE GOIN TO THE BEACH TOMORROW GET READY TO SEE EM TIDDIES
Seungmin= I thought you were gay
Felix= I meant Changbin tiddies
Me=
Oh please stop it
Save your simping for tomorrow
Jeongin= Guysssssssss I don't wanna come :(
Seungmin= Why Innie? You were the most excited about this
Jeongin= My legs hurt :(
Felix= Why though...?
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Jeongin= The other part-timers didn't come... I had to multitask
Me=
But Channie Hyung is going to be there
Felix= Yeah Innie You Might Even Get Some
Seungmin= Don't you fucking dare complete this sentence
Me=
Heh, Anyways Innie We won't force you but it won't be fun without you:(
Felix= Let's go to a massage parlor early morning tomorrow It'll help
Seungmin= Wow Lee Felix being genuine Anyways if you really are hurt none of us are going to leave you and go by ourselves
Jeongin= It's not that bad though... I'll come then
Felix= Yes!! But like Jisungie Your boyfriend will be there~ Imagine him taking off his shirt~ And his hair in the wind~
Seungmin= S T O P I T We have a kid on the premises
Me=
I'm muting this GC
I can't handle your shit -,- And Felix...STOP THINKING ABOUT MY MAN
Before he got a chance to reply, I muted the group chat so I didn't get a severe headache from the noise. Then I clicked on the next contact, Minho.
Minho= Baby, did you get home safely? Don't forget about our plan tomorrow And should I pick you up or will you arrive therewith Seungmin and the others?
Me= I'm safe and sound thanks to you :P How do you expect me to forget if Felix can't stop blabbing about it
Minho= Why can I picture this happening XD
Me= Lmao Anyways, Seungmin said he'll pick us up so next time I guess
Minho= :( You just don't wanna come with me
Me=
of course, I wanna come with you
But my friends felt neglectedso they made me promise
Minho= Ehh all good
I felt my eyelids get heavier by the second as I continuously talked to Minho till 3 am. I almost slammed my face on my phone, then I had no option but to stop talking to my boyfriend and wish him goodnight. I noticed another unread message, but I already knew it, so I attached the charger and set a timer before letting sleep consume me.
