Do you? || Book 1

~10~

"It wasn't your fault Sungie"

She slowly but elegantly walked towards Jisung and put her hand on his cheeks. She wiped his tears and began,

"You were and still are the most precious person to me in this entire world. My love for you is more than the stars in the sky, and that is why I chose to save you... I lived my life with no regrets. I loved and got hurt, felt happiness and felt sadness, took risks, and did everything that I wanted to, I even made huge mistakes but I learned from them. You never gave me a hard time, you were the light which shone on the darkest of nights"

She paused as she admired her ethereal son's face.

"Han Jisung, you are perfect in every way. Don't let others judge you, you are strong and have a brave and loving heart."

Jisung just hugged his mother and cried. He sobbed and hiccupped while saying

"I'm not strong or brave, I'm going through so much right now, I don't even know where to start-"

"I know... I know all about it, but you're my baby... You just need to stay strong for a little more while, just wait a little more. You need to wake up, you have people who love you, some who show it very openly, and some who you will know of soon... I love you and I will always be watching over you, stay strong for me"

"Please don't leave me... Not again"

 Much to his dismay, his mother's figure faded away into the distance and everything turned dark, once again. He felt the soft and comfy pillow under his head, the hard bed under him. His head was pounding, and his heart beating fast.

"I hope Jisung's okay" worried Jeongin.

"He is going to be fine, he just needs a lot of rest, and he should be waking up anytime soon... Oh and when he does, inform me" stated, who Jisung thought, was the nurse.

"Thank you, you guys should leave, I'll stay with him" Jisung barely recognized the voice, knowing he had heard it somewhere before.

"What makes you think that we can trust you," said an annoyed Seungmin

"He won't kill your friend in a hospital and he will tell us when the kid wakes up, now let's go, we have been here for four fucking hours now," said a voice whom Jisung couldn't recognize.

And he heard noises of protesting but they faded away into the distance as if they were being dragged away. As soon as he heard the door close, the only presence with him let out a long sigh, and he felt his hand being held by a much colder one. 

"You have been through a lot haven't you- Wait- What am I saying?
 UGH. Why am I worrying?!
You're just a fucking kid who managed to get tangled up with that bastard.
Whenever we meet you're always in trouble...
Oh god, why the hell am I even talking"

 He retracted his hand and put it in his hair and pulled at it. The guy then stood up and was pacing in the room for quite a long time.

Jisung stirred and tried to open his eyes, he tried to sit up straight and with great strength, he managed to do it. The person beside him scurried out the door. Jisung opened his eyes to blinding light, he blinked rapidly, trying to adjust his eyes to the brightness. Confused, he stared at the wall in front of him before all hell broke loose, he remembered why he was there in the first place. Jisung slightly whimpered as he leaned back and closed his eyes.

The nurse entered the room and checked up on Jisung.

Meanwhile, the person who ran out like his life depended on it, called the others and told them about Jisung's condition. Not even 5 minutes later, Seungmin, Felix, and Jeongin came running towards Jisung's room and the others followed. 

The nurse exited the room and let the others go in. Minho, Chan, Changbin, and Hyunjin let Jisung's friends go first.

 "Can we leave already? I have more important things to attend to" whined Changbin

"As in Fortnite?" deadpanned Hyunjin

"You know me so well" and he winked at him. In reply, Hyunjin made a disgusted face.  

"Nah mate, Jeongin is here" Chan replied.

"You both know each other?" asked Minho 

"Yeah, remember the cute part-timer I told you about? That's him"

"But he quit didn't he?"

"Yeah, but me being me, convinced him to come back to work for me" Minho smiled and rolled his eyes at Chan's overflowing self-confidence. Changbin furrowed his brows, crossed his arms, and stared at the floor.

"Oh and he was there at the party too, He probably goes to the same high school as you guys. He looked fucking hot, it made me want to push him on the couch and fuck him senseless"

Everyone got quiet after Chan said this. Hyunjin started laughing his ass out as he spoke 

"Never thought I'd hear Chan say this buuuuuuut Looks like Channie Hyung has a crush~" 

"Nah, I meant good as in for a quick fuck" Changbin growled and mumbled loud enough for everyone to hear,

"I'm going to get something to drink" He didn't even wait for them to respond as he stormed his way towards the cafeteria.

"What's wrong with him? BRING ME AN AMERICANO TOO!!!"

At Jisung's room

"JISUNG YOU LITTLE- " shouted Felix who tried getting angry at Jisung but ended up whimpering and hugging him tightly instead.

"C-can't breathe"

"Oh uh sorry," An awkward silence filled the entire room. Seungmin decided to break the ice and ask "Sungie... You know we are here for you, you can tell us anything, you need to open up to us... We were worried as fuck and if you left us...
 I don't think we'd ever be the same.
 Please never do anything like this again, You need to think about the people who love you, how do you think we would feel if you left us?
 If you died the pain would only transfer from you to us and nothing will change..."

"Jisung please, tell us what's wrong, We promise to hear you out" pleaded Jeongin. And Jisung couldn't keep it in anymore, he told his friends everything, from the party till the classroom incident.

A/N= PLEASE- I LISTENED TO MMMH BY KAI WHILE WRITING THIS AND THE MOOD CHANGED QUICKLY- NJHBJHVJHV And my laptop is completely ruined ;C RN My dad borrowed this laptop from his company so I could take my online classes- which means this laptop is also going away on 31st ;CCC