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Han Jisung, broken and suicidal.
"I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong"
What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping...
Jisung couldn't get any sleep, his face was puffy and a light shade of red was spread on his cheeks and nose. He got up washed up and made sure to wash his face, he wore a black hoodie and any jeans he got his hands on and the first shoes he found. He grabbed his mask and backpack and head out the door, walking towards the bus station.
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Even though Jisung felt like shit, and didn't want to go to school, he had to or his friends would suspect him of hiding something. He looked down at the sidewalk as he made his way to the bus station.
His mind wandered to when he hugged Minho. Jisung furrowed his eyebrows as he remembered how pathetic he was to cry in front of a guy and threw himself on him. He shifted uncomfortably as realized he still had Minho's Hoodie. In shock, he looked at what he was wearing and let out a breath of relief as it was his own hoodie and not Minho's.
He made a mental note to clean and return the hoodie, and looked up to see the bus arrive, he made his way to the very back as Jeongin, Felix and Seungmin waved at him, he smiled back at them and they talked about random things. Jisung only answering with a "yes", "no" or "I don't know"
"Sungie is something wrong?" asked Jeongin
"No, Everything's fine"
"No, something is definitely up" Jisung shook his head and looked out the window suddenly finding the scenery interesting. His friends exchanged looks as Seungmin spoke up
"Then at least tell them what about what happened that night"
Jisung froze as he slowly looked towards his friends and looked down, fiddling with his fingers, "You guys were right, he broke up with me"
He didn't lie to his friends, he just told them half the truth. Spending so much time with friends makes it easier for them to find out what you're feeling so he knew he couldn't lie that well.
No one spoke for some time, no matter how much Felix wanted to say "I was right!" he didn't because he knew Jisung was hurting. Felix hugged Jisung, Jisung was about to flinch but just stiffened at the physical contact, Jeongin also hugged Jisung. Even though Jisung was screaming on the inside, and despised the physical contact, he managed to keep his face straight and not say anything to make his friends suspect him.
"He's a fucking asshole for leaving you like that. I knew something was wrong with that guy"
They let go of Jisung and tried to comfort him by saying sweet things to him and cursing San. Seungmin knew something was off, even though Jisung told them about his break up he knew there was something more to it than just a breakup.
"Sungie did he hurt you"
He fucking raped me so yeah I guess he did
"No, I just need time"
I wish I had enough courage to tell you...
"Well you should know that we are here for you Sung, you can tell us everything and we'll help you through it" comforted Seungmin and lightly squeezed his shoulder. Jisung looked at Seungmin and his words affected Jisung so much that he was about to break down in front of them but instead a speck of fear flashed in his eyes but went away in a blink of an eye.
