Do you? || Book 1

~6~

Jisung grabbed the blade, he looked at it for some time and how it shone in the bathroom light, he brought it towards his arm as he took off the hoodie given by Minho. He slowly moved it right and left and then pressed the blade on his soft skin, and dragged it. 

He saw a line of blood as more and more blood came out and he felt it sting him, but it didn't numb the emotional pain. Jisung made a few more cuts on his arm and thighs, as tears began flowing from his empty eyes, which were once filled with love, again.

He slid down the wall and was on his knees again, crying to himself, as he held the place where he cut himself tightly. All the bad memories coming back to him as he started feeling even worse... After some time, at 1:00 am he cleaned up and went to bed, but put the blade as it is back in the cupboard.

Seungmin's POV=

"LEE FUCKING FELIX WHY DO YOU HAVE TO THIS THIS TYPE OF SHIT?!" shouted Seungmin 

"But a little color on Moa won't hurt..." Seungmin facepalmed. 

"Lixie...YOU COLORED YOUR CAT PINK" 

"It looks pretty on her, unlike you" Seungmin growled as Felix had a smirk on his face. 

"Please clean that highlighter off of Moa... She looks like a pink cow right now"

"Yeah yeah I will" 

Seungmin was too fed up to notice that Jeongin had slipped into little space because of all the shouting... Jeongin stood by the door as he nervously fiddled with his fingers and he slowly went to Seungmin and he pulled his sweater's sleeve. Seungmin looked down to see Jeongin with a pout on his face, fingers entangled and his big doe eyes shining brightly.

"Hyungie... No shoutin pwease... Innie's ears hurt"

"Awie, is my prince in little space right now?"

Jeongin shyly looked down as he nodded shyly Jeongin had been a little, and his friends were very supportive of him. He rarely slipped because he was scared of what people might think about him, so he only slipped in his house or when he was only with his close friends. 

Seungmin calmed down and had the sweetest smile on his face as he cupped Jeongin's cheeks and asked 

"Does my baby want Huggies?"

"Yesh, but I ish also hungvy"

"Then I'll make you dino nuggets"

"YAYYY"

Seungmin chuckled as he held Jeongin's hand and took him to the kitchen and made him sit on a stool as he fried the dinosaur nuggets and made chocolate milk for him. He served Jeongin the nuggets on a small blue plastic plate, and the choco milk in his baby blue sippy cup. Jeongin smiled and clapped happily, but he saw Seungmin's face scrunched up in a frown.

"Hyungie, why ish you sad?"

Seungmin pouted even more. Jeongin giggled as he leaned forward to give Seungmin a peck on his cheek. He smiled and patted Jeongin's head. As Jeongin was done eating he yawned and his eyelids were slowly fluttering close.

"Let's go for a nap, shall we?

"Mhmm"

So Seungmin checked the time and it was 10 pm already, He tucked Jeongin in his bed and kissed him on his forehead, checked on Felix who was asleep and Moa was sleeping on top of Felix. Seungmin did his night care routine and laid in bed. He tossed and turned but he couldn't stop worrying about Jisung. Seungmin was the oldest among his friends and took care of them because they were usually chaotic.

Quite slowly did Seungmin drift to sleep that day. Little did he know what his best friend was going through...

A/N= Here's an early birthday treat for you guys. My birthday is on the 6th of December so yuh