Jisung backed away from Minho as much as he could and whispered "C-can I make a call?"
"Sure"
Jisung called Seungmin to pick him up, and so he did...
*FAST FORWARD TO RIDE TO JISUNG'S HOME*
"Sungie... Please tell me what happened... I was looking for you everywhere, I thought you went home since I couldn't see that dumbass near..."
"N-nothing Hyung"
"Han Jisung, you are stuttering and you were at Chan's house overnight... How is it nothing?"
Jisung didn't answer, Seungmin took his eyes off the road to observe the younger as his eyebrows scrunched up
"Who's clothes are those?! You weren't in them- Why did I not realize before?!"
"Just leave it, I threw up and passed out okay? now please drive"
Seungmin was shocked at how cold Jisung was being... He decided to shake it off for now and ask another time, even though he was furious and was keen on knowing what happened. They reached Jisung's house
"Sungie... You can always talk to me.. okay?"
Jisung was hurt, and he could not stop his tears from flowing...
Seungmin took off his seat belt and hugged a crying Jisung...
"H-he broke u-up with m-me" lied Jisung
"Oh... Let me call the others and you can tell us exactly what happened"
"N-NO!... I m-mean... Just leave me alone for some time... I p-promise to tell you later"
With that, Jisung unbuckled his seat belt and rushed up to his house. Seungmin sat in his car for some time before punching the steering wheel harshly as many thoughts came into his mind. At that moment he drove off to his own house knowing Jisung needed space.
Jisung slammed his front door shut as he started crying all over again. He put his back against the door as he fell on his feet and cried. He felt hurt, broken, and used... His first boyfriend turned out to be a rapist... Jisung cursed at himself...
He got up on his wobbly legs as he made his way to his kitchen as he grabbed 2 bottles of Soju and drank them as he became drunk in a matter of time. He dragged himself up to his couch as he sat there, every time he closed his eyes, he saw flashbacks of what had happened... It was a Sunday, and Jisung had school the other day...
It was 11 pm when he had no tears left to cry, he dragged himself to his bathroom, and opened the cupboard, where his eyes landed on the blades...
Seungmin POV=
"Hyuuuuuuuuuunggg!!!!" shouted Jeongin, as he hugged Seungmin,
"Did you find Sungie hyung?"
"Yeah I did" replied Seungmin as he smiled and hugged him back... "but where's Lixie?"
"oh uhhhhh- Ummm he's uh WATERING HIS PET FISH"
Seungmin facepalmed "Not again..."
A/N= Guys I'm so sorry, my mental health is crumbling... I will try my best to update as much as I can...
Thank you for understanding
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