Do you? || Book 1

~2~

[TW= R*pe]

They reached the house of the "popular" boys. San firmly nudged the boy on him to get off, so he could exit. The four exited the car. San stood on the very left corner, beside him was Mingi, in the middle was Jisung and on the very right was Hongjoong.

San sneered as he saw Jisung nervously rub his right elbow with his left hand.

They walked inside, being met with loud sensual music. The pungent smell of alcohol made the youngest want to puke.

The party had barely started yet many people were there and were already tipsy. Mingi draped his arm around Jisung's shoulder.

"Let's get drunk!" he shouted before whistling when a girl passed by.

"B-but where are Innie, Lixie, and Minnie?" Jisung felt scared and wanted nothing but to see his friends just once.

"Probably chickened out on you", replied Hongjoong with a drink in his hands and a sick smirk plastered on his face.

"Shut the fuck up," a voice emerged from the huge crowd of people, clearly not intimidated by the glare Hongjoong gave him.

"Minnie!~", exclaimed Jisung as he hugged Seungmin. Seungmin smiled warmly but it turned into a frown as he saw the other three boys scowling. He let go of Jisung and leaned down to whisper to him,

" Please be careful Sungie, I'll be watching out for you, just- just stay safe"

Jisung nodded and replied, "It's okay Seungmin, I'll be fine"

Seungmin glared at San one last time as told Jisung he was going to look for Felix and Jeongin since the two suddenly disappeared.

Jisung was spun around and was pulled into a harsh kiss, he knew these familiar pair of lips so he kissed back, only to smell alcohol from the other and tried to push him away with the little strength he had.

San's hand went from Jisung's shoulders to his waist as he got nearer to his hips. Jisung didn't move, too confused and inexperienced to know what was going on. He felt his ass being gripped which led to him leaving a slight gasp.

He was lifted off of his feet, as San put his hands on Jisung's waist and closed the gap between them. Jisung wrapped his legs around San because he felt like he was going to fall any moment.

Jisung finally managed to pull away. He sensed San moving away from the loud music, somewhere deep into the house, until he stopped in front of a door. Jisung moved his head in disapproval, panicking over the current situation. San simply sneered as he let Jisung down. The door opened and two pairs of strong arms pulled him inside.

"WHAT SAN-", shouted Jisung but was cut off as San put his hand on his mouth, he grasped Mingi's tie to muffle any sound of shouting or screaming Jisung made.

"Did you make sure the room is empty?", asked San, annoyed.

"Yeah, let's go"

They made their way to the recording room, dragging Jisung along with them. Jisung wanted to beg them to let him go but he couldn't make a single sound. His eyes brimmed with tears and his heart pumped so fast that it would have burst out of his chest.

They entered the room, threw Jisung on the couch, and locked the door.

San then signaled that both Mingi and Hongjoong could leave and before leaving Hongjoong asked "Are you sure about this?" San cursed at him and told him to leave, and so Hongjoong did.

Turning his attention back to the little boy "Let's get this over with this, asshole" San snickered and continued "The thing I love about Chan is that he produces, records, and does all sorts of shit in this room... He's such a kind soul to make the walls soundproof" He emphasized the last word making Jisung tremble with fear. San took off the tie from his mouth and leaned in to kiss Jisung forcefully even though tears streamed down his cheeks. Jisung pushed him away.

"No p-please! Let me go I don't want to do this... S-San please stop"

"You really think I ever loved you? You'll just pay for what they did" he seethed.

He put his finger under Jisung's chin and leaned in closer "So act like a good fuck toy for me, then I'll let you go". Jisung cried harder as he realized how dumb he was to think he could be loved, he thought he could finally be protected from all those curse words people threw at him for being gay, and from being beaten up daily but no... It all came down to this...

He was going to lose his virginity to some sick fuck

It was his first time experiencing sex, no, rape...

He regretted not listening to Felix and Seungmin

Minnie... Lixie... Innie... Anyone... Help me... Please...