WOMAN - H.S

33.

I'm not going to drag this out because in the end, life doesn't drag out, life happens and it happens fast, you can't control it.

You never know how much time you have left so live life to the fullest.

TRIGGER WARNING: Talk about death

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It was nine at night the Indiana sun setting.

We had gotten back Yesterday, everybody exhausted to an extent.

We were going to be here for a week before we went back to our home in L.A.

Tasha and Andrew were crashed in his bedroom with Blue, and Olive and Jay in her room.

Rex had passed out in my bed, so I let him sleep, Harry and I sprawled out on the couch.

His hand was holding mine in front of us as he traced my fingers.

His other hand was splayed across my stomach underneath my shirt as I laid between his legs, my head on his chest.

We were both in a sweatshirt and shorts. Now that the sun was fading it was colder but not cold enough.

I rolled over in Harry's grip laying on his chest his hand staying on my skin, now on my back, his kiss being pressed to the top of my head.

"I want a tattoo" I spoke. I felt Harry smile against the top of my head. "Yeah? What do you want to get?" He asked. "Your name inside of a red heart" I spoke making him laugh, his chest vibrating against my ear.

"I'll put it on my lower back and it'll just say, 'Hazza'" I told him making him shake his head. "That's the best idea you've ever had" he spoke a grin spreading across his lips.

"If you get one, I want one too" he told me. "Yeah?" "Mhm" "what do you want?" I asked. "You'll have to wait and see" he told me.

"Oh god, please don't get a detailed one of my face on your other thigh" I told him making him laugh.

"What are you guy's laughing about?" I heard Andrew.

I turned my head to the side a grin still on my face. "Getting tattoos of each other" I told him.

"Good lord" he sighed.

"Sleep well?" I asked him. He nodded. "Don't think I'll sleep the rest of the night." He spoke. "Want coffee?" I asked. "Yeah" he smiled softly. I gave Harry a peck on the lips before moving out of our comfortable position.

I started making coffee for Andrew, and tea for me and Harry.

As I got the milk out of the fridge I noticed a pill bottle in the back.

I furrowed my eyebrows taking it out of the fridge feeling it full, reading the label.

Why was her bottle full? It expired a month ago...

My blood ran cold.

"No!"

"Abbie you're going to need to take Bendeka for the next two years just too be sure. If worst comes to worst and it come's back stop taking it immediately" the doctor spoke.

My ears started to ring the memories coming back.

"Our bond is so strong, if anything happens to me Anna, I'm not going to say good-night, because I'll still be here..."

"No, no, no, no" I mumbled reading the label over and over again making sure I was reading it right.

"Her pill bottle is full, it's expired." I spoke out loud feeling like I was going to throw up.