WOMAN - H.S

17.

Hiiiiiiiii!!! Welcome back to another update!

Question: have you read the new chapter to stall #2? I have that song Heaven Knows playing on repeat, haha.

I hope you enjoy this chapter!

*6 day's later*

"Olive" I whispered into the dark as I tip toed to the edge of her bed. "Yeah" I heard a faint reply. "Can I?" I whispered faintly knowing she knew what I was asking. "Yeah" she said scooting over in her bed to give me more room. I lifted the covers and slid in laying on my side on the pillow next to her. "I can't sleep" I whispered. "Me either" she spoke.

Jay was at his own house and for Harry...he was in London. His mom had called and asked him to come home for his sisters birthday. He had been gone for two day's and was coming back tomorrow. He asked me to go but I wouldn't have been home in time for work tomorrow so I had to say no. He was worried about leaving me after he saw what the after math of my nightmares are.

But as for now both the boy's were leaving us cold in our own beds. But that wasn't the problem in my case. I knew if I fell asleep tonight I would wake up scared and screaming and I couldn't handle that tonight. I go back to work tomorrow and I need to be focused I can't be thinking about the terror flowing through my brain. I won't.

"Are you excited for tomorrow?" Olive asked. "Yeah" I answer honestly. I was so excited. My job is something that brings me happiness, comfort, and even peace. Photography is something that brings color into reality in my eyes. Tomorrow I am going to be working outside in a daisy field. The outdoors is one of my favorite places to shoot, it is easy to work with.

Olive smiled at me. " I'm excited for you" I smiled back at her. "What about you any big stories coming up?" I asked. " actually...yeah" her voice faded to a whisper, she sounded nervous. I raised my eyebrow at her. "What?" "In march- I hcvew to stvawt tbavlihng for vwogue" she mumbled. "Huh?" I asked. "In march ihavetostarttravelingforvogue" she spoke really fast raising her voice so I could hear her. "Man, I ripped that off like a band aid" she breathed smirking to herself. I shot up sitting up in the bed. Did I just hear her correctly? "your-your writing for Vogue?" I asked clarifying for my ears. "y-yeah"

I grinned. "That's great, Olive" I told her. "you're not mad?" My eyes widened. "What no...why would I be mad?" I asked confused. "Because you'll be home alone" she told me. My smile fell. "Olive, that is okay I will be fine" I told her, I am not scared to be alone. "I know but I won't" she told me "What? Why?" "Because, I'll be on my own" she told me. My stomach dropped. I gave her a sad look. "Won't Jay be going?" I asked. She was silent. "Wait...you haven't told him?" She rolled her lips into her mouth shaking her head 'no'. "Oh"

She sat up so she was at my level now. "i'm scared he is going to say no and then we will break up" she told me. I furrowed my eyebrows. "Olive, he is Jay...if anything he will jump on the plane before you do and meet you there" I told her making her and I both laugh as we could picture him jumping up and down. "Yeah you're probably right" she spoke. "I was hoping you would get mad at me so I wouldn't have to go" she told me making me laugh. "Olive!" I said shoving her. "What?" She questioned laughing. "I will not be your problem solver" "you say that now" she mumbled.

I rolled my eyes at her. "Whatever" I mumbled before we both started laughing again.

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Today was the day.

I have been up for about an hour and gotten ready. I went to my closet pulling out my white T-shirt, blue ripped jeans, and a boho jacket with different designs on it. Deciding to tie my hair back in a low bun today, because I will be outside. I grabbed my shoes which consisted of my black dress shoes with a chunky heal. I looked at myself in the mirror taking a deep breath. I am so ready for today.