WOMAN - H.S

18.

Hi Guys!

Sorry it has been awhile...

I thought I would give you guys an update tonight it is almost my birthday! Literally it is 8:40 P.M on December 15th and my birthday is December 16th!!

Here is my birthday present to you! I love this chapter and I hope you do too.

This is my favorite song it has gotten me through the hardest times in my life, and fits with Anna perfectly.

Also, DON'T FORGET ANNA HAS AN INSTA @anna_benn96!

Enjoyyyyyyyy!!

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I was lying awake at three in the morning, staring out the window my bed was against.

The moon was as bright as ever tonight. I could hear Harry's deep breathes a few feet away from me, as he slept.

My bones were shaking but I laid as still as I could.

I looked over at Harry, who's cheek was smushed against the pillow making his lips pucker from the pressure.

No wonder he was breathing so heavy. I in-haled a deep breath, trying to feel like I have air in my lungs.

My body was beginning to feel restless, I had to move.

I hated this feeling, I hated it so much. Turning over my feet slowly found the cold rugged floor.

I looked over my shoulder making sure I didn't wake the sleeping puffer fish behind me, and I didn't.

I slowly stood up being careful not to wake him, he looked so peaceful.

My night stand had my headphones and my phone on it, I quickly grabbed those before I couldn't control my sounds anymore. My breathing was getting heavier by the seconds passing by.

I tip toed out of my room and into the living room on the opposite side of the apartment. It was the furthest room away from mine and Olives room.

I knew Olive and Jay were sound asleep. Sometimes Olive doesn't sleep like me, but I knew since Jay was with her she was probably sleeping like a hibernated bear right now.

Unlocking my phone and scrolling through the music app clicking on my shuffled playlist, the familiar bass flowed through my ears.

I put my hair up in a bun because I knew I was about to sweat before turned up the volume to drown out the thoughts flowing through my head.

I did the same thing I always do, shaking out my hands and taking a deep breath before my feet were carrying me to the beat.

oh boy, have you seen my head?

I've lost my mind so I forget

And oh boy, have you seen my heart?

It's beating so loud, I'm falling apart.

My hand formed in the shape of a fist as I was pretending to use a microphone as I was mouthing the lyrics.

Only you can bring me back to life.

Only you can put me into right.

Tell me when I can breathe again.

My whole body leaded forward as I aggressively nodded my head for the beat drop.

Oh boy, have you seen my hands?

I can't hold on, I don't understand why.

Dear boy, have you seen my soul?