WOMAN - H.S

23.

Here is the last chapter to the double update! read the one named 'save us'  first! enjoy!

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Here I've hit rock bottom.

I'm exsaughsted, and my head hurts like a bitch.

It was a day later and I didn't sleep because I was scared I'd fall into another episode. I'd had told Harry he should go home and get some sleep last night but he refused to, and said I could try to push him away but he wasn't going anywhere. Safe to say he didn't sleep at all last night.

Olive had been checking on me every ten minutes asking if I needed anything. To be honest I needed space.

I felt angry.

Angry at myself for letting this happen again.

I needed a drink...or six.

I haven't left my bed in the past 20 hours, I didn't have the energy to walk, I only went pee once.

Harry had left briefly to take a call.

"You need anything?" I looked up to see Olive lent against the doorway. Perfect timing. I nodded. "What?" She asked. "tequila" I told her. "Anna I know you just went through a lot and it looked like hell but alcohol isn't going to fix your problems" she told me. "No, but it will make them more tolerable" I tried to reason.

"Anna" she sighed. "Fine, I'll get it" I huffed.

I threw the blankets off my body standing in my mom's fuzzy gap sweatshirt and my pajama shorts.

I walked....Well stomped across the apartment to the kitchen cabinets where the alcohol was.

"Anna" Olive sighed. "Olive, please" I practically begged. "Just only drink what you can handle, don't get drunk." She said. I nodded in agreement grasping the bottle.

"What's going on?" I heard Jay. "She's drinking" Olive said. "Anna" Jay said sternly.

I shrugged. I popped the cap of the tequila bottle and pressed my lips to it taking 2 big gulps.

"Pass it to me" Olive spoke. "Olive!" Jay hissed. "What? I can't let her drink alone, what kind of best friend would I be?" She asked. "A bitchy one" I spoke as she took a gulp. "True" she said pointing at me, squinting her eyes from the burn.

"It's nine in the morning" Jay said. "And we all took work off because we knew it was going to be a shit Monday" I said. I heard Jay sigh, "True" he spoke.

The door opened making Olive hurriedly hand me the bottle earning a glare from me before I hid the bottle behind my back that was lent against the counter.

Harry walked around the corner looking at all of us.

"You're out of bed?" Harry looked shocked. The things you do for tequila, am I right? "Mhm" I responded with a short nod.

Olive was smirking at me, when she drinks she laughs a lot.

I gave her a warning look.

I looked back to Harry who looked like he was studying me.

He knew. He's not stupid, I know he knew I was up to something.

Olive was digging her fingers into the counter top as she was trying her hardest not to laugh.

"Olive just fucking laugh already" I said smirking. As soon as I said that she snorted out a laugh. "Thank fuck" I said laughing with her as I pulled the tequila bottle out from behind my back and took a swig.