WOMAN - H.S

Epilogue I

May, 16, 2019

Today I'm getting married to my favorite person.

I can't let myself walk down the aisle without writing this to you first.

I had imagined the words you would say to me today, but then I didn't have to. You wrote a letter for me and it's in my hand as I write this.

I put the pen down looking to Andrew, "Read it to me?" I asked, I don't think I can look at it yet.

"Course" he nodded kissing my temple, sitting down next to me in his nice Black Tuxedo.

As he opened the paper I inhaled a deep breath.

He looked at me one more time.

"It's going to be okay." He told me I nodded my head. "I know, I just wish she were here" I told him. "She is" he said, "You just can't see her" he spoke.

He was right.

I knew he was right when he opened the letter.

"Anna baby," he began a smile on my lips.

I know I had gotten to see you in our dress and I already told you how beautiful you look, but I want to tell you one more time on your day...

You look so beautiful, hunny.

I want to tell you a few things before you go down that aisle.

I want you to remember what the grass feels like between your toes, that's the exact feeling I felt when I found out I was pregnant with you.

Excitement, the feeling just felt so right, I can't ever describe it.

I wouldn't tell you but the day you told me you were getting married in the mountains, I knew you were going to be okay.

I want you to dance the night away.

I want you to live to the best of your abilities and don't take life too seriously.

Say it with me.

"No regrets, no Apologies, no looking back" Andrew and I spoke laughing at the end.

Rex, is lucky to have parents that love on him with all they have.

You and Andrew are my brightest Blue's, I love you one more time, go marry the man of your  dreams, your best friend, I love you forever and beyond.

Congratulations Anna Baby

Love, Momma xoxo

I smiled, I couldn't cry because like my mom had said, this feeling just felt so right. I could feel her here with me.

I knew you were here with me.

"You ready?" Andrew asked.

I nodded. "More than anything" I told him making him smile.

He opened the door of the cabin that was our venue.

I would be walking down a grass trail barefooted, where Harry and I would be standing in a short field at the bottom of the mountain filled with wild flowers.

I wanted to get married her because it was the closets I think I could get to explaining the feeling he gives me.

He makes me feel free, like I'm on top of the world, his soul is the most beautiful thing about him, I could finally breathe when I met him.

He and I had spent all day yesterday walking through the mountains and the flower fields, showing him how much he means to me like he has done fore me these past three years.