WOMAN - H.S

11.

This is one of my favorite chapters so far! I hope you enjoy!

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 It was 5 in the morning. I didn't sleep last night. Harry had stayed up late comforting me, eventually I pretended to be asleep because he needed sleep and I wasn't going to be the reason he looses sleep. Once I heard the snores escape his lips, I opened my eyes staring at the wall for the rest of the night.

 I knew if I fell asleep last night I would've had a nightmare. I don't want Harry to see me like that. He had already flew from L.A to Seattle so I wasn't alone.

I have to be up at 6 to start getting ready, the event starts at 10. I turned on my side looking at Harry. He was facing me with his lips parted and his eyebrows furrowed, he must be dreaming. His cheek was smushed into the pillow making his lips look like fish lips, it made me smile. He is so cute. His arm was draped around my waist as he slept. All of his arm tattoo's were visible as his arm was stretched out.

My hand reached up to move a piece of hair out of his face as it had fell to the top of his nose. I was careful not wake him up as I did the movement. He looked so peaceful.

My hand went down to his arm tracing the anchor on his wrist before slowly lifting it off of me. I slowly put his hand down next to him carefully sliding out of the bed. I quietly tip toed over to the bathroom. 

Once I was in there I shut the door, going to the mirror. I had bag's under my eyes and I looked pale. I think my body is as scared as my brain for how this will make me react.

I used the bathroom, before turning the shower on getting in putting my face under the hot water to hopefully give it more color. I washed my body standing under the hot water longer than usual, I found myself not wanting to get out. But I did. I dried myself off with a towel before putting the robe I brought back from Indiana on. My hair was in a messy bun as I didn't want to wash it.

I quietly opened the door going into the room to my suitcase getting my curling iron. I heard Harry shift in the bed as I wrapped my fingers around the metal wand. "Good morning" Harry rasped out. "Good morning" I said back turning around smiling at him to see his eyes barley open. "How did you sleep?" He asked. I sucked in a breath that he couldn't hear. "Good" I answer. "You?" Harry smiled before opening his eyes all the way he was about to speak before his smile fell. "Anna" he said in a stern voice. "Yeah?" I asked confused. "You lied to me" "wha-oh shit" I forgot to put the fucking makeup on my face...fuck. I turned around walking to the bathroom but I was stoped by a strong hand on my wrist, turning me around.

I looked into Harry's eyes he didn't seem mad but...worried. "You were pretending to be asleep weren't you?" He asked. I slowly nodded rolling my lips into my mouth. "Anna, why didn't you just wake me up?" "I'm not going to be the reason you loose sleep Harry" I said sternly shaking my head. He looked at me with an expression I couldn't read. "I could give a fuck about sleep, do you feel sick?" He asked me changing the topic slightly. I shook my head no.

Harry pulled me closer to him wrapping his arms around me. I buried my head into his neck letting him kiss my head like he did last night. "It's all going to be okay. Okay?" I nodded my head.

Eventually I went back into the bathroom to get ready. I did my makeup first making sure to cover the bag's and my pale as fuck skin. Once I was done with that I let my hair down brushing it out before curling it. Harry had come in to take a shower. "This shower is nice" he said. I smiled to myself. "Yeah" I agreed. "It has a bench" he stated like I didn't know. "Yeah" I answered again. " it has...sitting purposes" he kept going. I laughed seeing where he was going with this. "What are you implying Mr. Styles?" "Something...the public shouldn't see" he said my mind instantly going back to my brothers wedding day. I cackled. "Yeah, definitely not" I mumbled under my breath.