"Do you feel that?" He asked. I could feel the tempo of his heart beating against his chest. I nodded my head at him.
"You make my heart beat that fast whenever you're near me" I watched him speak. "My heart beats for you Anna, I'm not going anywhe...
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Last night I had stared at both of your stars as I sat on the porch playing the guitar.
I had finally figured out what I was feeling.
I wasn't sad, but I wasn't jumping for joy.
I realized I had a sense of feeling so far but yet being so close.
So I wrote a song for that specific feeling.
I don't know what you call this feeling...but I know it's not a bad one.
I can see the glowing lights.
I can see them every night.
Really not that far away, I could be there in a day.
I Wonder if you live there still?
I kinda think you always will.
If I tried you'd probably be hard to find.
What I feel now about you then, I'm just glad I can explain.
You're beautiful, and close, and young.
In those way's we were the same.
There's a lot I've forgotten.
I let go of other things.
If I tried they'd probably be, hard to find.
I strummed the guitar, my head resting against the house as I closed my eyes, a soft smile resting on my lips.
They can all just kiss off into the air.
I don't know why we had to loose the one's who took so little space.
They're still waiting for the East, to cover what we can't erase.
I'm not holding out for you, I'm still watching for the signs. If I tried you'd probably be hard to find...
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I held Sage, watching Harry splash Rex with his feet as he swam in our pool.
My dad, Jay, Andrew, Tasha, Blue, and Olive were all here to meet the baby. Olive and Jay had wanted to swim with Rex. Andrew getting persuaded into jumping in.
Did you know Olive's pregnant?...She's having twins, one of each. It's perfectly her and Jay. They got Married two months ago, and got right to work.
It was amazing how much love I could feel between Sage, Rex and Harry.
It was amazing how much more love I felt for Harry just watching him be a father.
He get's up in the middle of the night with me to feed sage, check on Rex and sing Sage and Rex back to sleep.
Rex was telling Sage all about you last night when I put her to bed.
I think Sage might just have your humor, she's already laughing when she spits up.
Harry made his way towards me, I sat up letting him climb in behind me as I held my daughter to my chest.
He pressed a kiss to my shoulder.
"We make good looking parents" he said making me snort. "Pretend that didn't happen" I told him making him laugh.
Harry put his arm under mine, resting his hand on our daughters back as she slept.
This is what I never knew I always wanted.
"I love you so much" Harry whispered. "I love you too" I told him smiling as I rested my head on his chest.
I closed my eyes my mind growing.
I look back on my life four years ago, you we're discharged from the hospital. Three years ago Andrew was getting Married and I was just starting to live.
Three years ago, my dreams started coming true.
Two years ago, I got to see the whole fucking world, I got to watch you love so hard, I got to watch a story being written.
One year ago, I watched that story come to an end.
If I had the choice to rewrite it, I wouldn't.
My life had been like walking on a fine line, and I got to have you holding my hand as I walked that line.
One year ago, I realized if WOMAN was a person, it'd be you.
You're the Woman, Mom... and one day, I could only dream I'd be Woman for Sage.
THE END.
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Anna proceeds her career in photography deciding one day she wanted to publish her journal-WOMAN, helping others find their road.
Olive and Jay had healthy babies Maia Lynn Miller and Ocean Jean Miller.
Tasha and Andrew Move to the suburbs in New York raising Blue planning a future with another baby.
Oliver doesn't look for love again, instead he falls in love with the world and takes Charlie with him.
Rex goes on, a smile on his face, happy and healthy and is the star of the baseball team.
Sage loves Rex with her whole heart, the two kids growing up to be a lot like Anna and Andrew.
Harry put's aside touring as he watches his family grow, Anna and him expecting a boy in the up coming months.
The two of them took their kids to Brazil so much, they bought a vacation house where they plan to move to when they grow old.
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*CRYING*
Yes this is the end of this book...
But a new beginning for another...
FOUL HEART COMING SOON!
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