fear love¹ | rafe cameron

ten

After staying on the beach the half of the night, we were on our way to his car, which he parked behind the dunes.

The time on the beach helped me to get out of the whole argument with John B and I felt better, but I definitely need to talk to somebody the next day.

Sarah. I have to explain to her the whole thing and I want to show her, that I care about our friendship.

I don't know how I should talk to John B or if I even should talk to him. He cares about me, that's cute and he showed me that but I don't know if it was the right way to show me that he cares, when he told my biggest secret Sarah and my other best friends.

He wants me to know, that he's scared about the fact, that Rafe could hurt me but every other guy could that, too. So why is he making such a big drama? I asked myself.

»What is on your mind?« he asked me while walking next to me. »Oh nothing« I lied but he didn't ask any further.
I liked that characteristic about him. He understood when he should ask again and if not.

Rafe and I walked across the parking lot.
The streetlamps lit only a few small parts of the giant square, the rest was dark until he turned on the car and the light of the car made it appear out of the darkness.

I was impressed to see this parking lot so empty ever. Usually there were a lot of people with their big cars here, who wanted to surf on the beach or take a boat out of sea.

But now it was quiet, no people, no cars. Nothing. Just me and Rafe.
You could hear the crickets in the bushes of the dune, the waves and every step Rafe and I took.

»Where should I drive you?« he asked me while playing with his car key.
»Could you drive me to my dads home, please?« I asked after looking up at him and he nodded.

I didn't want to sleep alone today and I think my dad and my stepmom Veronica would be happy and I miss Veronicas strawberry cheesecake, which she's baking every week.

»Why did you do all that tonight?« I questioned him suspicious and stopped walking directly under a streetlamp.

He came near to me and stopped in front of me and looked me in the eyes, for what felt like years. »Oh God Gracie, could you stop questioning everything?« he answered and rubbed his eyes.

He walked on with his back turned to the car and looked at me. »You're beautiful, you know that?« he asked rhetorically and I saw how his eyes examined my face and stared at every little detail. »And hot« he continued.

»Oh really, am I?« I asked with a little smirk on it and came up to him and Rafe put his red white cap on my head.

I lay my arms around his neck and while standing on my tiptoes I gave him soft kisses on his lips. Every little kiss was soft and short.
I missed his lips on mine, even if it was maybe fifteen minutes ago, since our last kiss.

»You like that?« I asked between the kisses. »Yeah« he answers short and I felt his hands on my wrist, how he pushed me closer to him and with the other hand he supported himself on his car.

»Gracie?« he asked between the soft kisses.
»Hm?«
»I think I've got an idea« he mumbled.
»Oh yeah? Tell me« I mumbled between the kisses and continued kissing his lips and his neck. I couldn't get enough from him,
I wanted him to tell me what he wants to do, while I kiss him, so I waited till he started to talk.
»I think you need some surf lessons«
»What?« I asked surprised and got a bit distance between us, so that I could look him in the eyes.

»So you're telling me I wasn't good yesterday?« I tried to think like him but I didn't understand what he meant. He would never say that randomly to me, his strange remarks always had a background reason. Oh god, now I know.

»I don't mean these surf lessons, I mean the surf lessons in the changing room« Rafe said and confirmed my thought, while he smirked, it wasn't his hot smirk. It was like a smirk, that he was proud about what he said right now.

»Oh really?« I asked innocently and started playing his game, too.

»You were perfect but you did something with your mouth and I think you should do that again« after what he said right now, I couldn't resist his gaze and pressed myself close to him and kissed him intensely and hastily.

»Fuck, what are you doing with me« he said between our kisses out of breath.
»Let's get in the car«
At the next moment the car door went open but before we went into his car, he tossed all the newspapers and trash forward from the foot well.

I looked at him disgusted when I saw what kind of newspapers they were. »These are from Kelce and Topper« he answered and threw the rest of the trash on the front seats.

He sat down in the car and before he could even do something, I sat myself down on his lap. »Am I driving you that crazy?« I asked with a dirty smirk on my lips and looked down at his pants.

He cleared his throat and ran his hand through his hair.

»Why does it seem like I'm not the first girl in your car in the back seat?« I asked him, because every move looked so skillful.

He started to kiss me again, now it was more passionately and with his tongue he asked to enter my mouth, which of course I granted him. Our tongues had a little fight after he had asked for entrance.

God, now I realised how much I missed his lips against mine and his warm hands on my body.

»You're the first girl, Gracie« after he told me that,  I broke the kiss for a moment and didn't look at him suspicious.

»Yes, you have already understood me correctly«.

I smashed my lips on his again but I wasn't sure if I could believe him, but right now
I knew, that this was something I could think about later.

With his right hand he tucked my hair behind my ear. A moment later his hand was under my shirt and he was undoing my bra. Practiced.

Slowly my hand found his way over his stomach. I felt his soft abs and when I found the hem of his shirt, I pulled it over his head and he did the same thing with me.

I wanted to open his pants with my hand, till
he stopped me and took my hand. I stopped kissing him and looked at him confused.

»Don't play with me« he said in a strong tone. At that moment I was forced to play with him.

»Let me play« I whispered. »Never« he said in a strong tone. I could see how his torso moved up and down quickly and how he gasped for air. One movement lager, he was the one who lay over me and pressed me in the back seat.

He took of my shorts and I unbuttoned his pants, as fast as I could. I wanted to feel him right now. »You want that?« he asked and after I gave him the okay with a nod, he carefully slid into me.

He started to move his hips, sometimes a bit faster or more slowly. I couldn't hesitate and moaned.

»I make you feel good?« he asked rhetorically out of breath, but I couldn't talk, so I just nodded. With every push, in which he penetrated further into me, he hit this one spot which could make me explode at any moment.

»Fuck, every inch of your body is just perfect«
he said and in the next moment I arched my whole back and clutches my fingernails in his back. Holy shit.

Little note: I made a new book with one shots and the first one is up!!